SmileOfSketch

don’t fall in love

SmileOfSketch

Healing Process Day #32: 
          
          Broke the No-Contact Rule last night and was left on seen. Literally poured my heart out, and was left embarrassed afterward. 
          
          I feel like for the most part I’ve been doing better than I thought I would, but last night I spiraled. It comes in waves, at times I’m in an all-time high and then I can plummet to my lowest - and I’m just surfing, trying to keep myself at the surface.
          
          Please don’t let me drown. 
          
          </3

SmileOfSketch

Healing Day #1: Relying on friends to keep me distracted because being alone at home can open my Pandora's box of thoughts, some too loud to let me sleep. A habit is not the same thing as love. The need to comprehend I’m not trying to lose feelings for him, but to unlearn old habits and build a new routine where my emotional dependence relies on me and no one else. 
          
          Again, 
          Comfort and love are not the same thing. 
          
          Anyway, all things considered, I am doing incredibly well. 

Winter_Wolf2_0

@SmileOfSketch it is good to hear you're doing well and I hope you continue to do well :)
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SmileOfSketch

Broke up with my (ex?) boyfriend of almost 2 years today and I just know for a fact my anxiety is about to come back. 
          
          <\3

SmileOfSketch

@Ezra_Ann_ It’s all good! We learn and we grow haha
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SmileOfSketch

@minakou0992 Aww! Thanks for the sweet words. Very well said. <3
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minakou0992

@SmileOfSketch what I could give you an advice is always look at your works here in wp. Every book have their own prologue and epilogue. The story of you and your ex is already ended, you always find yourself creating a new book with a new chapter.
            
            Today might be the one of the saddest plot happen to your life, but you always find yourself smile at the end of it. Just like the books, it might be a fiction of work but there bits of its crumbles happening in real world.
            
            at least.there are happy endings in wattpad.
            
            kidding!!
            
            just making you smile, author!
            
            A fan reader of Jock+Nerd.♥️
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SmileOfSketch

I don’t know if I ever mentioned it but I recently got a mini Aussie named Milo and he’s the most active puppy. 
          
          He loves to bite me at any chance he gets. 

SmileOfSketch

@bladeing yess! I had picked out that name for a while and I’m glad I finally get to use it haha
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BroDab

@SmileOfSketch congrats and good luck lol
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Olivia_lauren3

Hey,
          I came across your story here on Wattpad, I really enjoyed your writing style! I actually help authors get their books in front of more readers and boost visibility across platforms like Amazon and other online stores.
          
          If you’re looking to grow your audience or increase your book sales, I would love to share a few ideas that could help. Would you be open to that?