Smileshidesecrets

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Smileshidesecrets

""Why the hell would you do that?" my father lashes out at me as I'm pushed up against the front door, his hand blocking the door knob preventing me from escaping. 
          
          "I'm sorry ok! I never meant to." I screech at my dad, as loud as I could. My hair was damp from sweat and getting in the way, falling in front of my eyes. I push it back with my shaky hands, clearing my view only to see and hand slap across my face, leaving a stinging sensation that wasn't pleasing. I held my cheek and closed my eyes, sliding to the floor, my back still up against the door. 
          
          My dad yells the loudest he possibly ever has, "God dammit you. Why would you ever do that, why do you have to be such a mess up in life, running everything of mine. I've had it with you I'm done with you." 
          
          The words I'm done with you lingering in the air, complete silence filling the atmosphere. 
          
          This flood of fear drowns my body, feeling as if tears are needing to fall but nothing happens. I just sit there staring up at my father in a complete trance, questioning life itself. 
          
          Why were humans even made? 
          
          Why is there darkness in the world? 
          
          What happens once the world comes to an end? 
          
          
          Just simple things that everyone thinks about, but no ones really knows the answers to. Was life itself supposed to be this hard, does everyone face struggles? Even the most pampered people in the world with billions to spend? I'm pretty sure we all face struggles, just not all the same ones. 
          
          Noticing my father pulling a gun out from behind him holding it out and pulling the trigger I sit there as a blanket of darkness covers me. 
          
          I feel as if angels grab me and pull me to a better place but even though I should be happy with angels, I'm screaming because I have no clue whats happening. 
          
          Is this death? Am I dead?
          
          
          The angels are still holding onto me and are calling my name. 
          
          Lilly, Lilly. They call
          
          Lilly, Lilly. Liam calls. 
          
          Liam?
          
          Gasping for..." http://wattpad.com/story/1824483