Hi.. It's been a while. I just dropped off the face of the earth for a while without saying anything, that must have been confusing so an explanation has been long overdue.
A few years ago a relative died who I had a very negative experience with, I posted about this event on here (the message has been deleted for a long time so you won't find it) since I used to post about many of my bad experiences and bad mental health issues as a sort of coping mechanism, many of these things included depression, sh and su!cidal thoughts.
To my surprise my mother contacted me about the post containing my relative's death as she had apparently been aware of my account for a while without ever mentioning my posts about my worsening mental health.
This severely broke my trust in the privacy the internet had given me from my day-to-day life and I became scared to post on here, fearing that my parents were stalking my account and just waiting for the next bomb to drop.
Due to that incident I abandoned this account and created a new one which I've been active on for the past years (@Art_h0e_). The reason for my sudden re-appearance is because I've managed to delete both my mom's and my dad's accounts (they no longer use them and I've had their log-in data for years).
And after actual years of no activity on here I'm starting to feel safer again with posting although this will only continue to be my backup account since I haven't used it for so long.
I hope everyone can forgive my long and sudden absence.
