Had a vivid dream that Ava was still alive... it felt so real, and I was so disappointed when I woke up... I wish reality was the nightmare, the bad dream...
I wonder if I fell asleep forever... maybe it will....
But I don't know if I'll have the same dream... what if, when I go to sleep forever, I end up in another nightmare... do I wanna risk it?
...
As of now, no...
But maybe...