SmilingAtEverything

I haven't felt this concentrated on something in ages.

leemaliaenjoyer

hey, not sure if ur active anymore but i just wanted to leave a message about ur book, visions. i love it a lot, it’s incredibly emotional and ur writing made me feel a lot; it was incredible. i hope that wherever u are, that ur happy and healthy! cheers 

Not-Really-Here

I just got done reading your book Tonight is All There is and I’m honestly speechless. It was so well written to the point where I saw myself in John in a lot of ways. Can’t wait to read some of your other stories

SmilingAtEverything

@not-really-here 
            Exactly, writers struggles. I'm the first one to say that we should write for ourselves, but it's still hard to try and wrap something up when no one is reading what we're writing.
            
            I completely understand what you mean about relating. Feelings and thoughts are so personal and unique -in a way- that in everything I've ever read, I can't think of something to relate or even just compare my feelings to.
            
            I didn't mind your so-called rambling, it's actually nice to talk to someone for once!
            I hope you'll enjoy it!
            Take care :)
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Not-Really-Here

I completely understand the whole rough ending thing. When I used to publish my stories I always had a hard time wrapping up everything in a proper ending. Writers struggles right? Lol
            
            Anyways, I wouldn’t really be concerned. I used to have bipolar depression for a long time (still technically do but on meds) so I guess looking back on myself before I knew what I had I related to John in a lot of ways. It was strange to me because I guess I never have really related to anyone or anything when it comes to that subject if that makes any sense lol.
            
            Well i’m gonna stop rambling or i’m gonna be sitting here typing for the rest of my life. I’m excited to start reading more of your stories in the near future <3
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SmilingAtEverything

@not-really-here
            It means a lot that you appreciated it, I honestly put my heart and soul into this book. I'm sorry about the rough ending -it's not an ending by the way- I just didn't find the strength to look deeper in myself to try and untangle the situation.
            
            I'm also a bit concerned that you saw yourself in John, but I guess we're all human and have ups and downs.
            
            Thanks again for your feedback, and for the time you spent reading my book!
            I would strongly recommend not reading my two ATL fics as the first one is really badly and I'm currently editing the other one :)
            
            Have a nice day,
            Love,
            Laurelenn
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turtledick

So, you like The Maine? 

SmilingAtEverything

@TwentyOnePilotsStan Well thank you! And of course we can be friends, I would absolutely love that!
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turtledick

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@TwentyOnePilotsStan that's so fucking cool, the tattoo. Can we please be friends 
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SmilingAtEverything

@TwentyOnePilotsStan Writing a fiction about them, learning their songs on the guitar, Forever Halloween tattooed and forever laughing at almost everything they do. So I think you could say that I like them, yeah :)
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SmilingAtEverything

I guess I've felt this way for a long time but never had the courage to admit it to myself. It's funny that writing made me realise this, but I guess you can't be totally neutral when you search in yourself for something to fill chapters with. In the end, it all comes down to one single thing : yourself.