Smolcookiebean2

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guys.. im so outta focus.. im distracted with dandy’s world.. sighs. 
          	
          	Fucking LOVE DANDYS WORLD. 

Smolcookiebean2

@purp_lewolf20XX Roblox gotten scarier but it’s safe when playing with friends :3 , and yeah.. items did get higher prices ‼️
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purp_lewolf20XX

@Smolcookiebean2 Ahh, I see. Well, I stopped being on Roblox since 2021, so I'm definitely missing out on a lot of new things (and more items being high prices) 
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purp_lewolf20XX

*boop*

purp_lewolf20XX

@Smolcookiebean2 
            
            Btw.... I'm in Spain without the "a"
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Smolcookiebean2

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guys.. im so outta focus.. im distracted with dandy’s world.. sighs. 
          
          Fucking LOVE DANDYS WORLD. 

Smolcookiebean2

@purp_lewolf20XX Roblox gotten scarier but it’s safe when playing with friends :3 , and yeah.. items did get higher prices ‼️
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purp_lewolf20XX

@Smolcookiebean2 Ahh, I see. Well, I stopped being on Roblox since 2021, so I'm definitely missing out on a lot of new things (and more items being high prices) 
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Smolcookiebean2

Hi. Im back.. (?) 
          
          How are y’all doing?
          
          (I don’t have the app.. )

purp_lewolf20XX

@Smolcookiebean2 :3 
            
            You missed.... *counts the days, but forgets* A lot in Wattpad, including the removal of the DMs here 
            
            *angy wolf noises at the DMs removal* >:(
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Smolcookiebean2

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Venting!! </3
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          I’m fucking done with life you know?
          
          I feel like I’m getting blamed for shit I didn’t do.
          
          I’m fucking having anxiety attacks more often.
          
          Been getting into more fights with people just to stand up for my friends damn rights.
          
          Dealing with homophobic shitty people.
          
          Blaming myself for stuff I did in the past.
          
          Remembering the times I got sexually abused and harassed by my own stepfather.
          
          Feeling like I’m just hurting myself everyday on purpose.
          
          It’s my fault. It’s my fault. It’s my fault. ITS MY FAULT I DIDNT SAY ANYTHING WHEN HE DECIDED TO DO THAT TO ME. 
          
          WHY ME? WHY ME? WHY ME? WHY ME?
          
          I feel left out by my own friends.
          
          Lose sleep
          Forget eating
          Lose sleep
          Forget eating
          Lose sleep
          Forget eating
          
          WHO THE HELL- THINKS BEING GAY IS SO DAMN FUCKING WRONG!?
          
          am I stupid? Yes. 
          Am I a bitch? Yes.
          A trans bitch? Definitely yes.
          A loner? Yep.
          A FUCKING SECRET HIDER? YEP!
          UNTRUSTWORTHY? YEP!
          HURTING? 
          I’m in Spain without the S ^^
          
          i don’t wanna live anymore
          i Wanna be dead
          I don’t want anyone caring about me
          i Wanna run away
          I want a new life
          i want to die..
          
          WHY DIDNT I JUMP IN FRONT OF A CAR? 
          
          WHY DID I LISTEN TO THAT SMALL VOICE SAYING NO?
          
          I DONT WANNA SUFFER ANYMORE
          
          IM DONE WITH SHIT MAN.
          
          Wtf did I ever do to deserve this?
          
          I just wanna live a life yo..
          
          I never wanted to be in a depressing state.
          
          Not even therapy could help.
          
          I’m just…
          
          You know…
          
          Gonna go and fucking slew til I don’t wake up again.
          
          If I reply. That means I’m not dead yet </3
          
          No but seriously tho.
          
          Bye </3

Smolcookiebean2

Maid Kyle: - holding a cola can that’s ready to burst when opened -
          
          Phoenix.exe: ..
          
          Evil Doctor Alan: - recording - :)
          
          Maid Kyle: CoCA cOLa- Is EsPUmA- - opens cola can -
          
          The cola can: ka….. B O O M -
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          Maid Kyle: - covered in cola - ..
          
          Phoenix & Alan: - dying of laughter -

Smolcookiebean2

@purp_lewolf20XX 
            
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purp_lewolf20XX

*Me imagining a Pegasus based character* .w."""

Smolcookiebean2

Not me hugging a cookie-
          
          Red Velvet: ->-"
          
          :)
          
          Red Velvet: - aggressive barking -
          
          ->- don’t bark at me-
          
          Red velvet: -v-" f i n e .

purp_lewolf20XX

Baby Chiffon >w<
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Smolcookiebean2

@purp_lewolf20XX 
            
            Red Velvet: Mhm.. - puts cake hound down -
            
            Cake hound: ?
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purp_lewolf20XX

@Smolcookiebean2 
            
            Me: They're... Something -q-
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