I NEED HELP
Ok so I need some advice rn. I’m pansexual but I haven’t come out to anyone yet. Normally I would’ve come out to my best friend, but the problem is I think I have a crush on her. But I don’t know for sure. It’s just- I feel so happy when she’s around and I don’t know what to do about if cuz I don’t know if she’s into girls or not. I’ve been basically crying myself to sleep every night cuz it’s just so confusing and I’ve kinda been avoiding her. Also, am I in an abusive household? My dad always criticizes everything I do and my sister always calls me lazy and ugly and fat. It really hurts but I don’t know if it’s abuse or it’s normal and I’m juts over dramatic. Another thing: how can I be more confident? Cuz like I always feel like I’m confined in the bubble of fear to only do things in my comfort zone. I just wish I was a more interesting person sometimes. Pls tell me if you have any advice for me cuz I’m juts so stressed and confused rn like I really need help.