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heyyy, it's been soo long, you have not posted anything. are you okay? how is life treating you ? so much stress, so much pressure ? I don't know if I can feel what you must be feeling but I can sure as hell give it a try. I hope you are not going through something terrible, but if you are, then keep of hustling why would you want to stay in the same phase. I can do nothing but pray that things get better, to what ever that is bothering you - fuck that shit.
love you,
big fan