SniperXP

Sometimes I feel like the ocean ☺️ a little too deep and no one really knows what I’m like way down  if they tried they’d drown  95% undiscovered  and that 5% went to a lover who liked what he saw  ✨ until he got bored  but if I feel you diving in  I’d wonder if you’ll sink or swim  when the salt seeps into your skin  that’s  where the fear kicks in  

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Sometimes I feel like the ocean ☺️ a little too deep and no one really knows what I’m like way down  if they tried they’d drown  95% undiscovered  and that 5% went to a lover who liked what he saw  ✨ until he got bored  but if I feel you diving in  I’d wonder if you’ll sink or swim  when the salt seeps into your skin  that’s  where the fear kicks in  

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SniperXP

You also know what I’m seriously scared to do? I’m scared to catch feelings for anyone anymore, because no matter how good it’s going. Or no matter how faithful the person is at the time. It seems like whenever I get too attached everything seems to go wrong. And then I get left heartbroken. And it makes me wonder if I’m good enough for anyone.... and I doubt myself every time.... 

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..... your right... thank you Isa. Thank you for being the only one there for me. Even when i was angry. You still checked up on me. I realized that I haven’t done the same for you. I was so busy looking after one person that wouldn’t do that for me. Claim they were drained but.... I never told them any of my struggles. They told me theirs and I always tried to make them happy. But.... they left. So I’m sorry for drifting away from you too. 
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WhiskeyDonut_88

It’s alright. Sit around be depressed for a minute. Cry about it. Do whatever you have to. But don’t stay there too long. Get up and go on with your life. If someone wanna walk out of your life. LET. THEM. GO. Especially if you done everything you could do to be the best man you could be. Tried your hardest. And they STILL wanna go. Let them go hon. Let them go. 
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WhiskeyDonut_88

Get up and go on with your life. 
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SniperXP

... if I ever lose my battle with depression there’s a few things I want everyone to know.. I don’t blame anyone. Or anything from my past... but I wish you would have noticed that I was crying on the inside even when I was smiling on the outside... i know I tried so hard to be everyone’s sunshine. But I was full of rain clouds when I was busy checking in on people. No one ever checked in on me. I always put up a strong front. I never wanted anyone to worry. I would cry for hours and then walk out like nothing was wrong ... 

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The disappointment I have in myself guys.... it’s just— WOW