Snow and Night

Guys...Y’all are all wondering
          	Why haven’t you updated it’s been 1 year and 6 months...ya see..I lost so much inspiration and I’ve been through a lot like...I’m going through this eating disorder, my mental health is Freaking awful and whenever I look at this I’m just like ‘Wow...I’ve disappointed so many people’ and it’s true; I have and I’m sorry...Some of you probably go through this as well but it’s hard when your dad always calls you a disappointment then your grandparents wanna make it hard to eat all together and literally ruin all that inspirational feeling inside you because they wanna talk about people my age getting pregnant early or getting murdered or getting their heads chopped off- Like that’s not what I wanna hear and to top things off they literally force me to listen so there’s that and I just stop making stories for awhile..This beautiful story I made that I wanted to finish and probably show meatly how cringy His fan can be...That dream/ goal is ruined...And it makes me cry knowing I couldn’t finish or at least show him because he really inspired me a lot and now I just feel empty..Sorry you guys but ‘You belong to me’....is dead...I’m so so sorry..I didn’t have the heart to come on here because I feared that this would happen..Please forgive me..