i finally get the spirit to start updating again, then something happens. i love seungri, and his scandal brought my spirit to update down once more. if he really 100% did what is said everywhere though, i definitely think he deserves jail time, because what he (supposedly but likely) did is serious and nothing to be taken lightly. i love him a lot but this is unacceptable and disappointing, and heartbreaking. im very sad he's leaving the kpop industry & bigbang. the group most likely will never be the same anymore... i love them to pieces :(
i doubt seungri will be found innocent, and i personally don't even think he is at this point. there's just more and more evidence piling up saying he was involved in this scandal. however, if he is found innocent in the end (unlikely), it'll be a relief.
i, again, doubt that'll happen though.
once i get over this, ill try to become better at updating. until then, i am drained :(( thank you all for sticking with me; i love you❤️