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I’m starting to regret writing joshler fanfic

I’m not feeling the same motivation to write fanfics anymore. I’ve been busy with other stuff and just don’t feel like I want to do it anymore. I’m getting into other things now and am actually considering starting a music YT channel but don’t count on it lmao. I’ve also been needing to take care of my slowly getting worse mental health and I thing that’s more important that anything. 
          Don’t expect updates from me anytime soon. Or ever. 

I just got inspiration to write a new fanfic but I can’t decide if it should be Phan or Frerard. Someone tell me an answer 
          
          It will be called What do You See When You Close Your Eyes?  Based off of Phil’s tweet but it would be really good for a fanfic

Geesus Crust I haven’t updated Sassy Bean in months. Sorry about that. Maybe I’ll finally get back to writing tomorrow or sometime this winter break (starts Wendsday)

Not without you/joshler is back up. I’m not sure for how long. 

Pandora just assaulted me with the G note 

Not Without You/Joshler is going to be majorly edited. I've decided I don't want something so depressing on my page because more people I know are following me and they're going to think I'm depressed or something.
           (I'm not)

I almost want to unpublish Not Without You/Josher

Thanks South Dakota for raining during the eclipse. I never wanted to see it anyway. 

Someone PLEASE motivate me to write my phanfic that I'm supposed to do for The Phandom and Tubers Amino. 
          I'm procrastinating it too much and it's due in 2 days and I'll die if I don't do it. 
          Help