I like to write stories with a lot of trauma for my oc as i feel like having characters who have trauma have better plot! (my opinion, it's fine it you disagree) 

If you find them very hard to continue to read, I advise you to stop. Thank you very much! :)

(P.S. I also like Genshin Impact so I would maybe write my oc into the game and create a new story! :) )