Sodium_Carbonate
iff anyone wants to contact me (im sure no one does but just incase) discord and insta are my go-to! i mainly use those to message, user is s31x2 for both, pfp is chuuya (im matching)
Sodium_Carbonate
Sodium_Carbonate
gone
VolleyballOfEnergy
Hey hey...
I'm sorry I haven't been checking up on you. Please, tell me you're okay
You can talk to me! (Even tho we don't rlly talk). I'll be here for you from now on I promise. Is there anything you would like to talk about?
Sodium_Carbonate
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Im so fucking done everyone sees me as a disturbance and im so sensitive and who would fucking care if i died like im not special i feel like everyone hates me and to all the people i know im so sorry im so fucking sorry i cant do this oh lord im exaggerating my trauma arent i does it even count as trauma anymore or am i just lying everyones gonna get tired of me eventually nothing lasts forever why do people care why why why i cry so much too much its all sickening and everyone is so nice i wish they couldve gotten the better version of me i want someone to care but its not a need its just a stupid little want people out there have it so much worse i dont even know why im complaining
Im sorry im not energetic much anymore im sorry if im dry im sorry if i was mean or came off rude im so so so sorry im sorry im complicated if you could even call it that im sorry im a fucked up bitch im sorry for causing you trouble im sorry for being me im sorry i love all of you
i think i might end it or isolate myself, wishing you all hope and strength lovelies <3
VolleyballOfEnergy
Are you okay?
VolleyballOfEnergy
@Sodium_Carbonate I'm sorry:( I'm gonna worry, bc you seem like such a nice person and you deserve someone to vent to and talk to, ik we don't rlly know each other, but from now on I'll be here for you! Come to me if u need anything. You should take care of yourself as well<3
Sodium_Carbonate
@VolleyballOfEnergy i dont know. im spiraling, things have gotten worse, and someones always mad at me. i dont wanna rant/vent to someone w/o perm and in public..iyhodfgf dont worry your pretty head over me, you have better things to do take care of yourself, drink water, eat and sleep properly and put lotion on <3
Sodium_Carbonate
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sorry :c fucked up like usual
might try to commit again
relapsed.
love all of you <3 hope i left some kind of positive impact on all of you !
VolleyballOfEnergy
@Sodium_Carbonate don't try anything pls pls pls:( Are you okay?? Do you need to talk??
Thebrownfox123
Follow 4 Follow??
Siya_Shyjesh
CHUUYA FAN SPOTTED!✨✨✨ AHHHHHHHH
Sodium_Carbonate
IM PROB GONNA START UPLOADING SOME OF MY AO3 WORKS ONTO HERE JST FOR FUNZIES Xx
Sodium_Carbonate
guys it was my bday on the 26th of june
ik no ones gonna see this but oh well!!!
