Sofitz_Sucks

OMG!!! I HIT 1K VIEWS OM VOLCANIC LOVE?! 
          	Thank you so much to everyone who read my story (even though it’s not finished yet). I haven’t been on any social media for a while due to personal life issues so I don’t know when I got over 1K views but even if it’s been that way for a while I still want to say a big thank you! I know to some people getting 1K views on a story isn’t much but to me it means so much and has made my day!

Sofitz_Sucks

OMG!!! I HIT 1K VIEWS OM VOLCANIC LOVE?! 
          Thank you so much to everyone who read my story (even though it’s not finished yet). I haven’t been on any social media for a while due to personal life issues so I don’t know when I got over 1K views but even if it’s been that way for a while I still want to say a big thank you! I know to some people getting 1K views on a story isn’t much but to me it means so much and has made my day!

Sofitz_Sucks

Am I being overdramatic?
          I have a rocky relationship with my dad and I have been trying to repair that with him. Recently me, my mum, my dad and my sister all agreed we would get 2 new pet cats. One night before we got them I walked out of my bedroom into the living room to see my sister and dad with a drawing in front. When i asked they said that it was a cat stand design for the new cats because they want to make it by hand. I felt a bit hurt that they didn’t ask for my idea or opinions or even just ask if I’d like to by included in making the design since one of the 2 new cats we will be getting is going to be specifically mine.
          Later I told mum that I felt kind of left out when they designed the cat stand and she said “well it’s not the final thing and it’s not all about you” she also said “you could be more involved by not being on your phone/ I really don’t know what else to say”
          This made me feel like she was invalidating my feelings and was making me feel not understood, sad, and alone. I said told her while trying not to cry “well I feel like my feelings are being invalidated and don’t matter so I’m going to listen to my music and calm down now”. Mum sighed as if saying “really? Whatever”
          And now I’m here, sitting in my bedroom writing this wondering if I really am being overdramatic.
          So am I?

Sofitz_Sucks

Don’t you just hate life?
          I was having a good few months. I was having fun with friends, enjoying the holidays and getting excited to play sport! 
          All until I dislocated my knee. It isn’t the first time this has happened but it’s happened so much and in the same area so to other people at school it looks like I’m faking it to get out of sport. I’ve had to deal with this for around 3 years now and I’m so sick of it. I feel like life is playing with me, making me think everything’s going to be great for years until every 6 months or so something horrible happens either to me or to someone I know and care about. 
          Has this ever happened to you or have you had a similar experience. Pls reply cause I really need some comfort/ reassurance rn

Sofitz_Sucks

Pray for me please! My exams start today and my first ones are for English and Maths! I am sooo not feeling good about it. Plus I already suck at maths and haven’t had a lot of time to study for English because my puppy got sick so I had to take care of him (he’s okay btw). Anyways, I’m stressed and probably gonna get low scores or fail 

XMuteJediX

You’ll be in my prayers ✌️
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Sofitz_Sucks

HAPPY PRIDE MONTH!!!! 
          To all the girls, boys, gender fluid, bigender, gender binary and all the other genders I wish you a wonderful month full of rainbows, pride, fun and joy! ️‍❤️
          (Btw sorry I didn’t say this on the 1st June, i suck at checking my calendar)

Sofitz_Sucks

Hey guys! I know it’s been a while but I have some good and bad news. Bad news is that exams are coming up in 2 weeks so I won’t be able to update any of my stories soon (I will update though don’t worry). The good news is that I started a new Tumblr blog. I will provide its name in my Wattpad description and I hope for those of you who do have a tumblr account that you will follow me! My new blog is all about being kind and just talking about life’s issues/how to get over them and giving helpful advice. 
          Btw I am extremely sorry for not updating my stories for so long it’s just that I’ve had a lot going on and I’ve just been too tired to write. BUT I WILL UPDATE THEM AT SOME POINT IN THE NEXT MONTH OR TWO SO DONT WORRY!! And I will also make sure I am consistent with my updating

sophia_draws

Well I hope you do well 
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Sofitz_Sucks

 @bakugou_sophia Thanks! I got another week until they begin but I have 6 of them so I’ve been studying like crazy
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sophia_draws

That’s great  and I hope you do well on your exams 
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Sofitz_Sucks

Guess who’s in the hospital rn. Lol me obviously! Hahahaha (laughs in immense pain). I guess this is what I get for forgetting to take care of myself properly. 
          But in all seriousness I actually have an infection right near a blood vessel. It looks like a lump which was caused by an ingrown hair and has gotten swollen and full of pus. Because I told myself I’d be fine and left it for so long I am now at risk if the infection spreading into me blood stream and becoming deadly. Yay (spoken with sarcasm). I am going into surgery tomorrow afternoon so I’ll keep you guys updated on how the operation goes. 
          Let this be an important reminder to TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF AND DO NOT TELL YOURSELF YOUR FINE IF YOU KNIW YOU MIGHT NOT BE!!! Drink water, eat yummy foods and get rest! 

sophia_draws

That’s good to hear I hope that you feel better soon 
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Sofitz_Sucks

@bakugou_sophia I just came out of surgery an hour ago and it all went well. I’ll spend the next day and a half in hospital being monitored and then I’ll go home
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sophia_draws

That is horrible I hope your surgery goes well and I hope you get better soon 
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Sofitz_Sucks

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OH MY FUCKING GAWWWD!!! 
          I went to see the & Juliet production in the Regent theatre in Melbourne and HOLY COW was it good. The actors did absolutely AMAZING and the lights, music and choreography was just *chef’s kiss*. I could watch it over and over and OVER again and I would never get bored. I just finished downloading all their versions of the songs they sang too. God I am so happy right now. I forgot how good it is to go and see a theatre performance. 10/10 would DEFINITELY recommend!!! 

Sofitz_Sucks

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Don’t mind me, sitting in my couch in pain. Lol that sounded dramatic. Here’s the tea: I was  playing softball today in sports and I got a ball to the mouth so now I have a split and swollen lip. When I came back to the field after getting an ice pack I heard 2  of my ‘friends’ saying how I could have caught the ball easily and I was just wanting attention. So of course I now hate them, stoped hanging out with them and told them over text I heard what they said and I’m done with their bullshit. (I have heard them say rude stuff about me more than once and their honestly really toxic) 

sophia_draws

That’s good to here 
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Sofitz_Sucks

@bakugou_sophia thnx and my lip has already started to heal
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sophia_draws

It’s a good thing that you are cutting them out of your life and that is a really hard thing to do sometimes and you should be commended for that and I hope you find better friends 
            
            
            Also I hope your lip feels better soon
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