Niran

what would you guys do if i posted something like, ranboo and tommy fanfic? slightly shipping, but only for a moment? i can change it if it makes people uncomfy, just wanted you guys to help :3

‘I’ve been gettin' high’
          Ranboo tilted his head back gently, blowing out the smoke, tears falling from his eyes, rolling down his cheeks and collecting into bigger drops by his chin. Afraid, so, so afraid.
          ‘It's keeping me low now’
          Everything was quiet, something he craved for, Ranboo needed the silence, he hoped the silence was enough to calm his racing mind, his thrashing heart. 
          ‘I’m doin' it alone now’
          Everyone left him, but who was to blame? Him, he had done this to himself. He had become what he feared the most as a young boy. 
          ‘I think I gotta slow down’
          He looked down at the roll, tears slipping faster from his eyes, he knew it was wrong, he knew what it’d do to his body. Yet, oddly enough, he didn’t care. Not at all.
          ‘And I know I-I gotta take control now’
          He needed this, he needed the high, the control and the feeling of being in control of something, because god forbid he was in control of his own life.
          ‘But I sold my soul a long time ago
          “Here’s another pack man, you got the money?” Ranboo slid the dollar notes over to his hand. Holding the pretty bag in his other hand, clutching it close.
          ‘I feel like a ghost now’
          “Am I dead, or am I alive? That’s the real question?” He chuckled softly, tapping the ash away as he took another deep inhale.

To where I have been, I have been busy, my life has gotten in the way of my writing and updating, I do have an AO3 account that I have a shared story with my partner, I'll be trying to get my updating schedule back on track, and to complete the stories I have here, @Sugar_Hxney on AO3 if you would like to see

Get excited guys, Wednesday 5th of May at 9:30 Australian Eastern Time. A new story and this time, I will complete this story, and it's my first X Reader story. :3

Holy shit guys haha, I am so sorry, I've been so fuckin busy with school that I completely forgot bout this. Update is coming today, hopefully later tonight! If I can get my shit together, later today! Wooooooo ahah. Ahhhhhh I'm so sorry!! ~_~