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@Softball022112 anyways ate tf up

@Softball022112 you should not, im not :3

@Softball022112 eeeeee

@Softball022112 literally i need my edits back.

@Softball022112 REAL

@Softball022112 LOL

@angelika160411 HELPP LMAOO

@Softball022112 ohh lemme check hold on

@Softball022112 NOOO u got this! well ig happy christmas eve eve? lol

@angelika160411 OMG YESSSS Merry Christmas!!It's still the 23 where I'm at. Shitting tears

@Softball022112 yes ofc if u ever need to talk i can try and listen. :))))

@pennywisedupe thank you so so much I don't really know how to express my feelings that much but this made me tear up so that should let you know how much that means to me :)))

@Softball022112 helloo im just hear to tell you something youve probably heard millions of times but sports dont make up your identity, i know its tough, especially when you have people watching you. especially parents. i dont know the whole thing with your dad but he should not expect you to play the same as he did, i mean you guys are gonna be different. it feels like youre letting your dad down, thats normal but also something that can affect a person deeply. i dont know your relation with him, maybe you have to talk to him? i dont know.. in basketball especially for me, i tend to dwell on the mistake more than the good. also with religion its hard. I’m a christian too and ive been struggling bc there are so many wordly things that i WANT to let go, but its hard. 
            When Jesus shared the parable of the lost sheep, it had a great meaning behind it. even if you feel like you arent putting in enough effort, you still love Him. God will still love you. Jesus would leave everything to make sure that he can find His lost sheep. God’s love for you is so immense, its bonkers. Its hard to have a balance of those things, but God knows its busy too. so trust me when i say this trying to balance sports and school and religion WILL be hard for a while. one of my favorite verses comes from the Sermon on the Mount, Matthew 6:24. sometimes its good just to take a break. maybe if youre busy, not for a full  day, but when youre overwhelmed, just to take a second, stop what you’re doing and just breath. focus on the breathing, and pray if you need to. 
             ill end with this:
            
            Philippians 4:6-7
            Do not be anxious about anything, but in every situation, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.
            
            just remember that even in the midst of stress, itll all work out. just take a moment, close your eyes and take a deep deeeeeeeep breath.

@Softball022112 FR

@richie_toelicker oh ya when I saw that I was like WHAT?!

@Softball022112 made sense. BUT NOW IS BIG JOHN ALIVE??!! Holy shiiiiiit