SohiniModak8

I am burnt out. Pulling myself off the bed is difficult. Basic hygeine and dressing for my duty is difficult. Yet I have to do it- because the system is such that I can't avoid it forever. 15 leaves in a year. I have 12 left. And 6 more months of internship left. I don't know how I will do it- but I have to. Because even if I don't turn up tomorrow then its one more day extension added. I don't have any time for anything and when I do- I have no energy. I hate it. No matter how long I sleep the exhaustion never ends. Anxiety is back too- and I am not doing well. I don't know how I will continue in this profession even the rest of my life feels like this. Hopefully it won't.

ikilvu

@SohiniModak8 hi, just finished dhi and got to know you took science as your major and i toh def would not know how much exhaustion you might be going thru rn as im just somone who still has yet to give NEET (its in 2026 ) but if im being honest im really amazed by your work. tbh im pretty much inspired by how you managed your studies and writing books. (man im such a yapper) but yeah! dont forget to take care of your health and dont worry di, you're giving your best we appreciate it ♥
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jimmyprotested29

Read this while studying pharmacology and i just stared into nothingness wondering if i am ever going to pass this subject TT
          	  
          	  This profession is not for the weak, neither for the strongest (´°̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥ω°̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥｀) only for Krishna's chosen clowns ❤️
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AzaleaTheAuthoress

@SohiniModak8 Bro! I can seriously understand your mental state now. My mum's a doctor too. And I am a NEET Aspirant. Trust me I do know how it feels to be there and I am so proud of you for enduring it till now and yet still battling it. But do you know Sohini, this is what makes the doctors special, highlights their importance amidst all the other professions — an occupation considered to be that of a god! All the best, Sohi. I know you can do it. And you will do it. Just take a little breaks, refreshments, get re-energised and live it like you are Destined to - like a star (or an Aster maybe. Aster of a plant cell. Non-existent. Hehe!) Anyways, back to the topic, I love you. I adore you. I inspire from you not just in writing but also in your studies, dedication and efforts. All the best, Sohini! You can crack it! (The code, not the bone, okay!) 
          	  
          	  Love ❤
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LekhikaNeeti

Hey, I’m really sorry if I’m totally off the mark here...  I’m not sure if you’re accepting reading requests right now, but it would be so awesome if you gave my book a chance. ✨
          
          If you like it (or if it makes you feel some type of way), go ahead and hit that like button! And seriously—don’t forget to share your thoughts in the comments. I LIVE for those opinions. They matter more than you know! 
          
          Thanks a ton for your time, and I apologize for dropping by like an unexpected plot twist! 
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/400581386?utm_source=android&utm_medium=link&utm_content=share_writing&wp_page=create&wp_uname=LekhikaNeeti

SohiniModak8

I am burnt out. Pulling myself off the bed is difficult. Basic hygeine and dressing for my duty is difficult. Yet I have to do it- because the system is such that I can't avoid it forever. 15 leaves in a year. I have 12 left. And 6 more months of internship left. I don't know how I will do it- but I have to. Because even if I don't turn up tomorrow then its one more day extension added. I don't have any time for anything and when I do- I have no energy. I hate it. No matter how long I sleep the exhaustion never ends. Anxiety is back too- and I am not doing well. I don't know how I will continue in this profession even the rest of my life feels like this. Hopefully it won't.

ikilvu

@SohiniModak8 hi, just finished dhi and got to know you took science as your major and i toh def would not know how much exhaustion you might be going thru rn as im just somone who still has yet to give NEET (its in 2026 ) but if im being honest im really amazed by your work. tbh im pretty much inspired by how you managed your studies and writing books. (man im such a yapper) but yeah! dont forget to take care of your health and dont worry di, you're giving your best we appreciate it ♥
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jimmyprotested29

Read this while studying pharmacology and i just stared into nothingness wondering if i am ever going to pass this subject TT
            
            This profession is not for the weak, neither for the strongest (´°̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥ω°̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥｀) only for Krishna's chosen clowns ❤️
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AzaleaTheAuthoress

@SohiniModak8 Bro! I can seriously understand your mental state now. My mum's a doctor too. And I am a NEET Aspirant. Trust me I do know how it feels to be there and I am so proud of you for enduring it till now and yet still battling it. But do you know Sohini, this is what makes the doctors special, highlights their importance amidst all the other professions — an occupation considered to be that of a god! All the best, Sohi. I know you can do it. And you will do it. Just take a little breaks, refreshments, get re-energised and live it like you are Destined to - like a star (or an Aster maybe. Aster of a plant cell. Non-existent. Hehe!) Anyways, back to the topic, I love you. I adore you. I inspire from you not just in writing but also in your studies, dedication and efforts. All the best, Sohini! You can crack it! (The code, not the bone, okay!) 
            
            Love ❤
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SohiniModak8

I updated! ... Please let me know if you all can read "The Duplicator" chapter. 
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/267700637

AzaleaTheAuthoress

@SohiniModak8 Would you please tag me!? So sorry.
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AzaleaTheAuthoress

@SohiniModak8 Can't see
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AzaleaTheAuthoress

You alive?

AzaleaTheAuthoress

@AzaleaTheAuthoress Thankyouu! All the best for your future endeavours! I hope to be your first patient when you practise, ghayal by your words, yk! ❤
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AzaleaTheAuthoress

@AzaleaTheAuthoress Whatttt!!! You are an MBBS doctor!???? Btw, I am an 11th Grader NEET Aspirant!
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SohiniModak8

@AzaleaTheAuthoress i wasn't then. Obgyn postings are brutal. Sorry for the vanishing act. Hope you are doing well.
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