SohiniModak8
I am burnt out. Pulling myself off the bed is difficult. Basic hygeine and dressing for my duty is difficult. Yet I have to do it- because the system is such that I can't avoid it forever. 15 leaves in a year. I have 12 left. And 6 more months of internship left. I don't know how I will do it- but I have to. Because even if I don't turn up tomorrow then its one more day extension added. I don't have any time for anything and when I do- I have no energy. I hate it. No matter how long I sleep the exhaustion never ends. Anxiety is back too- and I am not doing well. I don't know how I will continue in this profession even the rest of my life feels like this. Hopefully it won't.
jimmyprotested29
Read this while studying pharmacology and i just stared into nothingness wondering if i am ever going to pass this subject TT
This profession is not for the weak, neither for the strongest (´°̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥ω°̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥｀) only for Krishna's chosen clowns ❤️
AzaleaTheAuthoress
@SohiniModak8 Bro! I can seriously understand your mental state now. My mum's a doctor too. And I am a NEET Aspirant. Trust me I do know how it feels to be there and I am so proud of you for enduring it till now and yet still battling it. But do you know Sohini, this is what makes the doctors special, highlights their importance amidst all the other professions — an occupation considered to be that of a god! All the best, Sohi. I know you can do it. And you will do it. Just take a little breaks, refreshments, get re-energised and live it like you are Destined to - like a star (or an Aster maybe. Aster of a plant cell. Non-existent. Hehe!) Anyways, back to the topic, I love you. I adore you. I inspire from you not just in writing but also in your studies, dedication and efforts. All the best, Sohini! You can crack it! (The code, not the bone, okay!) Love ❤
