I was reminded of my grade school days in high school. I was so addicted to reading stories on Wattpad. Those days actually made me think about how busy I was reading on Wattpad, but I loved and hated it at the same time. I hate how I neglected my social world. I used to be active in sports, and I love it because it made me live with my imagination and became my world. Those made me reminisce now. I forgot my password on my most-used Wattpad account before and on my first ever Wattpad account (I think it is, lol; I'm not sure about it). I spent my entire life, from grade school to high school, reading stories on Wattpad. I didn't balance my life at that time; I also sacrificed my sleep, my standard for men and friends became high, and I also neglected myself, which I also wanted to become like the character in the story. My imagination became so wide, and because of that, I overthought too much. I hate myself too much; I was not blaming my Wattpad world at that time; I was blaming myself for not balancing my life and how I became today, how scared I was of my actions, how envious I was of other lives, and everything. And also, how bored I am in my life now that reading some stories, watching anime, reading Manhwa/Manga/Manhua, watching K-dramas, series, movies, and vlogs can't satisfy me anymore. I really need some thrill in my life now; I don't know what to do. I'm not sure what I should do with my life. Friends, family, and anyone else—I get bored living with them, like I want to escape this life, the place, or even go abroad. Still, I'm not too thinking to kill myself; I didn't try (but after I tried) to harm myself to satisfy myself. I need some fun and thrills in my world. And I hope, sooner or later, I will be satisfied and happy in my life. I was waiting for it. I am waiting for you to come back to my life (the fun, excitement, thrill, and everything).