@SolarFlareSweetheart A word of encouragement dear. I've been through this and I've watched my loved ones go through this too. I completely understand how you feel. But I want to remind you that you have to love yourself for others to love you. You were uniquely created that way for a reason,there is no duplicate of you! You are original! If you choose to alter anything in your body,then you're no longer you. Instead of working on our bodies which shall lay in a grave one day,why dont we work on our esteem which shall be a quality that shall be tagged to the back of our names forever. If someone tries to body shame you,prove to the person that he/she is no different. Wear clothes when you feel like and own it! Because you own the world and the world should be at your feet!!! I hope this helps you at least a tad bit. Take the wheel and be in control, then you'll see that you're a true gem!