SolielEscamilla

The fact I’ve gained more than fifty followers on tumblr but I’ve been on here for two years and only have forty six

SolielEscamilla

I want more celebrities to be obsessed with because first of I wanna make out with freaking Dior GoodJohn soosossosososooooo bad I have a Pinterest board on how much I wanna marry her and have a list of reasons she should date me in my notes, and I'm in like awe of Taylor Russell and wanna worship her because I aspire to act like her, like how can someone be so sweet? but like I want someone else, who's everyones #1 celeb crush rn?

SolielEscamilla

@sp4rklej4mpropequeen already got Lorenzo he is tooo fine, I actually have a fic in my drafts for Theodore Nott
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sp4rklej4mpropequeen

@SolielEscamilla I have 3. JACOB ELORDI, DREW STARKEY, AND LORENZO ZURZOLO OML THEY SO FINE
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thelunaverse

ly <3

SolielEscamilla

@LUNALORE444 also followed you on Pinterest
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SolielEscamilla

So I wrote this in my notes yesterday 
          
          Right now.
          I wanna strangle myself choke myself suffocate myself with a blanket I NEED MY MUSIC I wanna focus on math but mama said no music and I already have this feeling were I wanna peal off my own skin so it can breathe I am DEAD serious my mama left to get provisions and I’ve been singing to myself for the past ten minutes while doing math I wanna dunk my head in cold water right now so I can feel something I’m going insane I wanna bite into my skin until I bleed I think im a MEGA melomaniac like I wanna snap my whole body in half I feel uncomfortable and I wanna do that thing that zombies do in movies were they like crack all there bones and do all these contortion moves when there turning into zombies, I wanna be the girl in the beginning of bones and all that got her finger bit off and had to get Maren pulled off her, I wanna rip my eyes out like Teresa from maze runners said her mom did for relefe, I wanna scream like pearl did when the judges said she wasn’t gonna be one of the pretty girls dancing up on the screen, I wanna be a flower being violently ripped to pieces by a kindergartner, after writing this I’m actually feeling better:)

SolielEscamilla

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Thank you guys so much for 30 followers this is like a dream come true, I know I suck ass but I love you guys

grayxprss

Congratulationssss
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SolielEscamilla

@icantstandthisputa awww stop(don't cause I am an icon)
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