Somanypenguins

Its been a couple of years since I've been on this app and I have a few things I'd like to say. First of all, if anybody out there is struggling like I was whether it be through depression or generalized anxiety, know that somebody is out there to help. Second, being in an unhealthy relationship is one of the most painful experiences, and can often trigger suicidal thoughts. I urge you to talk to somebody if you're involved in one. After almost 5 years of emotional abuse, I learned that the good days dont make up for the bad ones. I have successfully placed myself in a much healthier friendship that I hope will lead to something more, and I'm happier than I've ever been. The fighting, the cheating, it's not worth it, and I promise you he/she wont stop, no matter how many times they apologize. I never knew how much pain I was really in until it ended, and I'm so glad it did. If you made it to this part, remember that there is always at least one person you can reach out to. And please please, if help is offered, accept it.

Somanypenguins

Its been a couple of years since I've been on this app and I have a few things I'd like to say. First of all, if anybody out there is struggling like I was whether it be through depression or generalized anxiety, know that somebody is out there to help. Second, being in an unhealthy relationship is one of the most painful experiences, and can often trigger suicidal thoughts. I urge you to talk to somebody if you're involved in one. After almost 5 years of emotional abuse, I learned that the good days dont make up for the bad ones. I have successfully placed myself in a much healthier friendship that I hope will lead to something more, and I'm happier than I've ever been. The fighting, the cheating, it's not worth it, and I promise you he/she wont stop, no matter how many times they apologize. I never knew how much pain I was really in until it ended, and I'm so glad it did. If you made it to this part, remember that there is always at least one person you can reach out to. And please please, if help is offered, accept it.

DjUndercover

Alright so one person has helped me so much with everything and is one of my closest friends I could ever have. That person is always there for me. That person is @somanypenguins. If it wasn't for you, I'd be lost. Repost this if you're not scared to see who your closest friends are.

Somanypenguins

Aww thank you!
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Somanypenguins

Yes, there are two versions of my book, "Broken." One of those versions is edited. The other one is available to read. Once I get caught up with the edited version, I'll delete the old one. Just thought I'd inform you of the changes. Have a lovely day!

DjUndercover

You made a mistake. 
          Correction:
          Not a very strange mind, an extremely messed up, entertaining people with stupid things, dirty, bad mind.

DjUndercover

I'm just staying the truth
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Somanypenguins

Aw thanks Taylor!
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Somanypenguins

What do you want for Christmas?
          I'll tell you what I want. 
          I want the wars to end. I want the soldiers to come home and have a wonderful Christmas with their families. I want kids to be happy, to get to see their fathers and mothers. I want the homeless to be able to sit around a warm table and eat delicious food. I want kids to stop picking on other kids.
          I want peace.
          But you know what?
          That's not going to happen.
          You know why?
          Because no one thinks about that. No one really thinks of the people that risk their lives everyday to give us a wonderful Christmas.
          But you know what?
          Being happy is okay. Have a wonderful Christmas, sit around a table and eat food. Give and receive.
          But don't forget.
          Think of those who don't have all that you have.
          ~
          Have a very merry Christmas everyone!

Somanypenguins

Thank you @demoniswatching for making me realize this
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Somanypenguins

You can clearly see the scars on my wrist, if you choose to look.
          You can clearly see the hurt in my eyes, if you choose to look.
          Then again, you would only choose to look if you cared.
          So next time, maybe you should choose to look.
          Because soon I'll be gone.

DjUndercover

@Somanypenguins I told you this a million times, I vision what I vision.
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Somanypenguins

Oh no this wasn't about me I just came up with it and thought it was artistic @demoniswatching
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DjUndercover

@Somanypenguins  I care. You don't want to talk bout this stuff. So I don't ask.
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