Its been a couple of years since I've been on this app and I have a few things I'd like to say. First of all, if anybody out there is struggling like I was whether it be through depression or generalized anxiety, know that somebody is out there to help. Second, being in an unhealthy relationship is one of the most painful experiences, and can often trigger suicidal thoughts. I urge you to talk to somebody if you're involved in one. After almost 5 years of emotional abuse, I learned that the good days dont make up for the bad ones. I have successfully placed myself in a much healthier friendship that I hope will lead to something more, and I'm happier than I've ever been. The fighting, the cheating, it's not worth it, and I promise you he/she wont stop, no matter how many times they apologize. I never knew how much pain I was really in until it ended, and I'm so glad it did. If you made it to this part, remember that there is always at least one person you can reach out to. And please please, if help is offered, accept it.