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I love how I can organize some fucking amazing story, come up with some of the most well-thought-out plotlines, and get to writing snippet scenes, but fail miserably in actually finding a sense of perfection, or at least to the point I feel willing to publish it. Like everything I write feels as if it were but a cheap imitation of the stories I love, and that it might not live up to whatever hype I built up for it in myself. I'm sure you some 10-odd random persons on the internet know what it's like.