SomeThingsOutThere

I am a living failure. My body is no longer my own, as the living ship of Theseus: I have undergone 13 organ transplants and 9 skin grafts. I have been many other things than a failure. A doctor of many professions, a surgeon of many classes, newly a forensic pathologist. But through it all, I remain empty and undeserving. Everyone has left me. I will not die yet, that would be an insult to the 23 people I am now, and the two others in my head. But I will not be here. I loved our short time together. Our few years. It was fun. Dimentio, my closest friend, I wish you luck in your studies. HotRose, I'm sorry for not being enough. CookieCat, thank you for the cats. BatOwl, good luck on those theories. And to everyone else here, thank you for your support, for the laughs. And I'm sorry for failing to deliver on my promises, so long ago. I came here to put ideas to paper, and I have failed you all in more ways than just that. Goodbye.

ComfortingCookieCat

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ComfortingCookieCat

@SomeThingsOutThere,
          	  My heart goes out for you. Despite all this time, thank you for remembering me. Though it was temporary, I'm glad that those cats could, even slightly, ease the burden which you carry. I admit, I never truly believed in God, but I'll be praying for you wherever you are now. 
          	  Just in case you get hungry.
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SomeThingsOutThere

I am a living failure. My body is no longer my own, as the living ship of Theseus: I have undergone 13 organ transplants and 9 skin grafts. I have been many other things than a failure. A doctor of many professions, a surgeon of many classes, newly a forensic pathologist. But through it all, I remain empty and undeserving. Everyone has left me. I will not die yet, that would be an insult to the 23 people I am now, and the two others in my head. But I will not be here. I loved our short time together. Our few years. It was fun. Dimentio, my closest friend, I wish you luck in your studies. HotRose, I'm sorry for not being enough. CookieCat, thank you for the cats. BatOwl, good luck on those theories. And to everyone else here, thank you for your support, for the laughs. And I'm sorry for failing to deliver on my promises, so long ago. I came here to put ideas to paper, and I have failed you all in more ways than just that. Goodbye.

ComfortingCookieCat

∧,,,∧
            (  ̳• · • ̳)
            /    づ*cookie*
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ComfortingCookieCat

@SomeThingsOutThere,
            My heart goes out for you. Despite all this time, thank you for remembering me. Though it was temporary, I'm glad that those cats could, even slightly, ease the burden which you carry. I admit, I never truly believed in God, but I'll be praying for you wherever you are now. 
            Just in case you get hungry.
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SomeThingsOutThere

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Damn. I love paying 480 rubles a month for Crunchyroll to watch a show I abandoned, and is no longer available on its' own producer's free website. How the fuck are you today?

Taoru_Sojgo

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@SomeThingsOutThere i slept for five hours, got woken up, slept for four more hours, and woke up with my spine twisted and my body sore. I'm doing fucking great
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SomeThingsOutThere

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I love how I can organize some fucking amazing story, come up with some of the most well-thought-out plotlines, and get to writing snippet scenes, but fail miserably in actually finding a sense of perfection, or at least to the point I feel willing to publish it. Like everything I write feels as if it were but a cheap imitation of the stories I love, and that it might not live up to whatever hype I built up for it in myself. I'm sure you some 10-odd random persons on the internet know what it's like.

Batowl_fan

Totally agree, I for example am halted by life, actual willingness, and the "writer schedule", albeit having brief drafts of the stories
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SomeThingsOutThere

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I honestly love it when I make a comment on some random poster board that has either nothing relating to the post itself or just a random hot-take and people get all hot and pissy about it. Can blud not take a few words doused in vinegar or something? Genuine entertainment. Or is this shit just me?

SomeThingsOutThere

@HotRose-Writes General post. Did I mark it as an Announcement? My apologies if I had.
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HotRose-Writes

@SomeThingsOutThere is this on one of my announcements? Or just in general
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SomeThingsOutThere

@7713a7 Noice!
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SomeThingsOutThere

How has your day been?

HotRose-Writes

@SomeThingsOutThere :/ yeah
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SomeThingsOutThere

@HotRose-Writes Relatable.
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HotRose-Writes

@SomeThingsOutThere Tired
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SomeThingsOutThere

Two days and still no "Happy Birthday?" Okay. ..

SomeThingsOutThere

@7713a7 It's alright. I'm a pretty forgettable person. Thanks for the thought anyhow.
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7713a7

Well happy birthday, sorry, I started to get a lot of replies on old comments so my Inbox is flooded and I don't go through it anymore *Gasps for a i r* So sorry for not noticing.
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