So unfortunately the new XXX chapter will not be published tonight. I don't have any information right now on how much longer it will be, but I will update on it again tommorow.
Until then, I'm sorry. I've gotten a good chunk of it done, but I planned to do most of it today, and I'm just gonna be honest, I spiraled really bad today and had a huge breakdown. I'm taking the rest of today to try to rest and calm myself down (hydrate, finally eat something today, get some fresh air if I can, maybe work on a drawing if I'm feeling up for it.)
I'm sorry to everyone who's been waiting on it, and a lot of my other stuff. My OCD (and maybe some of the PTSD, idk where one starts and the other ends anymore) spiraling issues have been getting a lot worse over the past year or so, and it has been affecting my ability to work on my fanfiction and other writing outside of Wattpad. (I've made a lot of excuses about my post updates being late, but it mostly boils down to this. I didn't really wanna tell anyone, and I'm sorry for dumping it all rn.)
Again, thank u to everyone who's been really patient about my updates, and I hope there's gonna be some improvement soon (for my sake mostly) but tbh, my therapy bills just almost doubled, and I've lost a lot of hope over it.
Those of you who really like my stories, plz don't give up on me. I know I've been publishing really slow, and it really doesn't look like it, but I am doing my best.
I'm sorry to all of you who've been invested and still have to keep waiting, and I hope I can start consistantly writing again soon, (or at least eventually.)
I'll see you guys tomorrow with yet another schedualing update for that next XXX chapter.
Byeee.
TLDR: XXX chapter will not be updating today. Been having a lot of brain issues this past year or so, and scheduals have been a mess. I hope it gets better, but I have no way of knowing. Will give more information on XXX chapter tomorrow.