To all my viewers,
Don't worry, this isn't me telling you that I'm no longer using Wattpad. I'm actually going to start another story that I hope to publish, but I also wanted to talk to you all.
This story is going to be entirely different from any other that I've written. No carefully thinking about the words I chose, no serious editing sessions, nothing like that. This is going to be more personal, in a way. I'm going through a lot right now, and my anxiety and depression have tendencies to just suddenly bring some old memory to surface, some old, heartbreaking memory. So, as you can imagine, I can be a very emotional person at times. I want to write a story about my childhood. It won't be exact, as I don't remember a lot of things, and I will tell you guys what parts of the story are true and what parts I added. I want this story to basically contain all the emotions I've been bottling up for most of my life. Some of you guys know how that is. So, I'm going to attempt to get everything off my chest.
I don't know how long this book will be. It could be 20 chapters, or it could be around 50 or 60. This isn't about getting attention, or trying to make people feel sorry for me. This is about telling people things that I've kept secret until now, releasing all the anger and sadness and regret that's just built up over the years. This is about showing other people like you out there that no matter the situation, things WILL get better. And for the most part, things have for me. And please, don't bombard me with comments about how you or someone you know has had it much worse than me. I KNOW that people have had it much worse than me.
Another thing I wanted to talk about: thank you all so much for your support. It's nice, feeling loved every now and then. I love and appreciate every single one of you who takes the time to read my writing or follow me. Anyways, that's all for now. Take care, sweet dreams, and stay safe.
Love, LostSoul