Sol

Sorry if my Fankid book has a bunch of unnecessary gaps, Wattpad is very dumb and usually deletes all the pictures in the chapter if I try to edit things on my phone and the computer isn't any better when it shows the words are under the picture, making me think things need more space.
          
          I'll suffer just to post my kids tho..
          

I just reread my first story and why the hell did no stop me???
          
          
          I killed Cream, made Amy a monster(I used to hate Amy but I feel so bad about it now, Amy's really cool) and there's literally no space in between the paragraphs.
          
          
          I'm tempted to take the fic down but I guess it's a reminder of how far I've come, not just in writing, but it reminds me that I've grown and changed a lot. Especially since during the time I wrote my first two fics I was super depressed, which I noticed shows in some of the dialog.
          
          
          
          Sure, I still write fics about a weird blue rat and his friends but writing helped me during a time I had no one to rely on, most days I would cry to sleep cause I thought my situation would never change.
          
          
          
          It took me years to realize that i don't need to hurt myself because of others and that I should take care of myself because in the end who's gonna look out for me if I can't look out for myself.
          
          
          
          In some way Sonic and Tails kinda saved me and I'm thankful for that every day, its scary to think what could have happened to me if I hadn't found them when I did, but I'll forever love them for teaching me to take care of myself 
          
          
          
          All in all, I'd like to say thanks too because the days I got comments I was reminded that maybe somehow, I mattered and it kept me going.
          
          
          
          Thank you.
          
          
          -Sol
          
          
          
          Ps. Sorry shout the rant, I'm supposed to be asleep to go to work but oh well...
          

I hope everyone had a great New Year cause last year sure was a wild one for me.
          
          
          I know I often come and go, but I'm working on two books that I wanna give a lot of chapters. This is so I can see if I should continue the books, by seeing how well their received, as well as just me having a lot to say in general.
          
          
          We'll see how this goes...

I know it's been three months but just hear me out...
          
          Me and another family member are stuck on wheelchair status so it's been pretty hard to focus on writing and drawing but I hope to get back to it really soon. 

Finally moved the Sontails one shots to one book.
          
          Now to finish some drafts....

Moving my Sontails oneshots to a separate book soon so that the Random one is everything but Sontails.

Went to go see the movie and let me tell you I loved Tails but Knuckles is the best! 
          
          I swear to God I'm gonna do a oneshot now....

I need ideas....

Changed my name since I used the old one everywhere.
          
          Hopefully they don't find me...

Valentines.
          Eh....