Soobiexgi

I'm changing my username~~ from Blacklushes it will be changed to Soobiexgi

Soobiexgi

I don't understand how my parents trust absolutely anyone over their own child like it is nothing. They don't think twice before speaking and, call it me over reacting, but it seems like they don't realise that I am human too, that their words hurt me as well...they switch personalities so quickly in front of others that people always blame me when I open up to anyone and think that I am lying. I hate this so much...I'm so mad at them...

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@Blacklushes that shit damn hurts.. Their behavior is erasing your reality and invading your pain. You have every right to be mad. Your feelings and experiences are being denied by the people who should trust you the most, and like, they don't even know that their words and behavior is effecting you, that's just straight messed up af.. 
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Soobiexgi

I have finished drafting almost all the chapters of Dreamscape! After I finish the rest of the chapters I will schedule them like once a week or something while I go take a break. New chapter coming in this Friday! 

Soobiexgi

Book Lover with 2k views, Oh my goddd!! When I began that book I thought it would also be a flop like my previous ones but Y'all...I love Y'all sm :)

Soobiexgi

I wrote the latest chapter on my laptop and saved it and everything but I switch to my phone and it is not saved (?!?!) I searched the revison history and everything, even waited for 2 days but it just disappeared?! Ahhhh...life 

Soobiexgi

Dreamscape isn't doing as good as I hoped and I'm kinda loosing my motivation now :(

Soobiexgi

@Blacklushes Thank you so much :) I'm glad that you're here, you're always so nice to me 
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luvyeon123

@Blacklushes don't lose your hope. U just started writing the book, after a few chapters there will be more views and votes.
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Soobiexgi

Sometimes I curse my big mouth for letting so many things slip...I'm so doomedddd 

Soobiexgi

@Blacklushes I don't mind at all. I just let my intrusive thoughts win and literally revealed a fool proof murder plan (that I planned out for a story) to my teacher and lowkey terrified him. I have a feeling his is traumatized right now 
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luvyeon123

@Blacklushes me too. What happened if u don't mind can i ask?
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