@SoobinieThings
Next chapter is about to be posted in a few hours~
I’m editing my story so it won’t be the exact same from the previous version. I think this time it’s much better so stay tuned~
Guess who’s back literally after an entire fucking year
I'M SO SORRY I HAVEN'T UPDATED YETT T-T
I fell sick last week and I'm currently catching up with my school work T-T
I'll update the book in a few days!!
Oh my god, I feel so sleepy and exhausted, and I have a TON of things to do
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Two paintings to finish, a PPT, four assignments that are due tomorrow, chapters to write, deciding what I should bake for my parents' birthday, how I should surprise them, and the list goes on...
Heck, I have exams in two weeks.
I think I'll get some coffee to keep me up (though it doesn't work on me). Missing that afternoon sleep really is taking a toll on me now (ʘ ͟ʖ ʘ)
I love u author!!!!! You can do it!!!❤
Okay before y'all think I'm dead, I'M NOT AND I'M PERFECTLY ALIVE (￣ε #￣) Soooooooooooooooooooooo, it's been MORE THAN A MONTH since I last updated, and, I'M TERRIBLY SORRY SCHOOL JUST STARTED AND I AIN'T GETTIN' MUCH TIME. But, howeverrr, I am still writing (currently at like, 990 words- I KNOW IT'S LESS I'M STILL WORKING), and I just wanted to notify you guys that I'M COMING BACK *throws confetti all over the place* Okay, to be frank, I thought that no one's really interested in this book and did decide to quit, but now, I'M SEEING NEW READERS COME BY EVERY DAY AND THAT' MAKING ME SO HAPPY T-T Sooooooooooooooooooooooooooo, be READY to see NEW CHAPTERS being FLUNG at your FACESSS. I have ultimately decided that I WON'T GIVE A SH*T TO MY STUDIES AND I'LL SPEND TIME ON THIS (Jk i'm still gonna study, just- not toooo much ;)) HAVE A GOOD MORNING/NIGHT!!! When I'm gonna be back you ask? Hmm, I think, in the next five days. YES. I'M GONNA UPDATE IN THE NEXT FIVE DAYS. I'M DETERMINED TO DO SO AND I WILL. So until next time, stay tuned!!! Yours one and only, Soobinie Things
THIS IS THE FIFTH TIME ASKING FOR NOTESSSS!! IT'S GETTING ON MY NERVES
WHAT DID I DO IN MY PAST LIFE TO SUFFER THIS MISERY IM GOING THROUGH T_T
WHY CAN'T PEOPLE ATTEND THEIR CLASSES AND WRITE DOWN THEIR OWN ANSWERS FOR THE QUESTIONS?! WHY CAN'T THEY HAVE THE PATIENCE TO WAIT WHILE I SEND THEM THE NOTES WE DID THROUGHOUT THE WEEK?! WHY CAN'T THEY STUDY ON THEIR OWN AND MAKE THEIR OWN ANSWERS LIKE ME WHO STUDIED MY BUTT OFF LEARNING EVERY SINGLE THING THEY DID IN CLASS, BARELY GETTING AN HOUR TO MYSELF DOING WHAT I LIKE?!
NOW IT'S THE FOURTH PERSON COMING TO ME REGARDING THE CLASSWORKS AND ASSIGNMENTS.
I'm so tired dealing with my family problems. I can't even deal with my own problem, and now it keeps getting worse. I think I'm nearing my death by now. Literally. Or I might as well run into a knife and die instead. I don't want to suffer for more long.
I just wish I had the time to write! Every time I try to stay awake at night, I always end up passing out due to exhaustion! Though I'm done with my assignments, I've still got a lot to study and write notes of T-T I really want to take a break, but if I do, my dad just ruins everything for me and won't let me watch an hour of Youtube, but as for my BROTHER, he let's him do WHATEVER HE WANTS!
AND THEN HE SAYS THAT HE ISN'T SHOWING ANY PARTIALITY OR FAVORITISM.
AND THEN HE COMPLAINS THAT I'VE GOT SOME MENTAL ISSUES. WELL, I'VE BEEN TELLING YOU THE SAME THING! TAKE ME TO A DOCTOR, GODDAMNIT.
*Sighs* Thanks for listening to my rants.
@SoobinieThings wow...I really can't imagine all the things you're going through and I'm not sure what to reply with...but I just hope that things will work out for you! Stay strong and fighting!!! <33
Oh, no, don't worry, none of your words offended me :)
I did try telling my "friends" to do their work on their own, but they kept giving more excuses and started wasting my time. So, in the end, I always end up giving in.
About my family problems, I did go to see a doctor once (6 months after I first told my dad to take me to one.), but she wasn't an expertise in the clinical psychology field. She told me to open up about my problems to my dad after I get home and recommended me to go to a counsellor. She also told me not to tell anything if someone asks what did the doctor say. But guess what- my dad decides to give me the silent treatment for OVER A WEEK because he was salty about me not telling what the doctor said.. Well, that plan failed, I guess.
It's really sweet of you for commenting on this. I feel like giving up hope in life. Your message broke me into tears. I'll try to make more time for myself so that I can upload the next chapter soon. Thank you for caring about me :'')
@SoobinieThings dear author,I know you've been through a lot and it must've been bs to go through all that,I don't want to sound rude but your "friends" should have been more focus and they should've been doing their own answers...if they have a good reason for not attending classes then it's fine but if they're just lazy then...try to at least tell them to do it on their own(?) I'm not good with things like this but yea...and regarding your family problems..maybe you really should see a doctor..if your dad still won't listen then I think you should check out psych2go! it's a yt channel where they talk about psychology (mostly mental health) and I'm pretty in their description box,they have like online therapy thingey(?) for a starter.I'm sorry if this is false information tho bcuz I'm not sure myself...and let me just say a few things...author,you are amazing for always thinking of writing your story even tho you're going through some sh!t and I really appreciate you for that :)) you always put others first even tho you should consider yourself first but still...you have a kind soul for still willing to do all those hard works and that is really strong of you! I just want you to know that you can always share your problems here and your fellow readers will try to help you! we might not be online all the time but just remember that your fellow readers will always support you!!! hope youre doing better!! stay safe and healthy!! enjoy the rest of your day!!! <3 p.s:I'm sorry if any of my words offended you :(
uhmm are you ok author?? :<
@SoobinieThings aww ty author!!! this actually made my day :)) just remember to take a break if you feel like it and don't force yourself if you're tired but if you ever feel like you just really can't continue the book,it's ok,I understand...I hope you're doing better these days bcuz 2021 isn't really going that great...for some people to say the least,just remember that your fellow readers are supporting you!! ^^
@literallyk_ Actually, I did have the thought of quitting after publishing last the previous chapter. I sorta struggled to write because I thought no one was really interested in reading my book. But, after a week, I saw new readers coming and leaving comments that motivated me to continue writing and not quit. And when you left this message on my feed I actually broke down :') Thank you for caring about me though :')
@SoobinieThings oh it's nothing...I thought you were quitting :( but I'm glad you didn't :))
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