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I'm gonna move to the other acc and to thanks to whoever has been with me since the start using this. I'm going to make new memories with the new one and that I won't delete this acc !!

I'm changing acc's !! new acc is @normanaesopcarl !!

to my irl friend who blocked me everywhere from insta, messenger, Facebook and even Wattpad. I hope you learn lesson and that I hope you're happy that you blocked me. I'll cherish the memories we had and that I hope you cherish them aswell. and no it's not my loss amanda, it's YOURS. :)

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you used to fucking ignore me now you want me? is this a fucking joke? am I a joke to you? you made me feel like the burden from both of us and now you're saying it's my fault? AM I A FUCKING JOKE??? I tried, I FUCKING TRIED SEVERAL TIMES JUST TO TALK TO YOU AND ALL YOU DID WAS IGNORE ME AND GO TO YOUR SO CALLED "GIRLFRIEND". and now you're saying you're always horny? tf? you are FUCKING 13. I'm so tired of you're bullshit I'm just so tired already. and then you'll say it's my fault I made you like this?? AM I FUCKING JOKE TO YOU? IM SO TIRED OF YOUR BULLSHIT THAT I JUST WANNA END OUR FRIENDSHIP ALREADY. I'm tired okay I'm just so fed up.

Should I start making actual stories here with diff chapters or keep making these oneshot ones that didn't make it to my imagine acc on instagram

Hi thanks for the follow back!
          But can u follow my other friends as well?
          Its on my bio
          Thanks again

I didn't think I'd be sad tonight but here I am overthinking again at 1am almost 2am. If I didn't check wattpad then I wouldn't be here blaming myself again everytime I go here smh. Sometimes I wished I just died and that nobody would care if I were gone in this planet. A fatass like me doesn't deserve to live here just manipulating people. Sometimes I don't even think I treat people nice enough and that I always talk about my problems than ask if ppl are okay. My mom always told me I was selfish whenever we get into a fight and she would say that I only care about myself than others and that thats the reason I'm lonely. I always tried to give more love to others than myself to the point I would think I'm trash and that I would compare myself to other people. I don't know if it's getting worse but I've been starting to starve myself again and that I've been stressing over school. Even if my schedule is full or stressful I still always make time for my friends and family but I feel like it's never enough. I always try to act normal but I always get angry easily and can snap at any moment as if I have anger issues and that I've been noticing I get angry easily. I don't know what's wrong with me anymore I'm a monster I want to die I'm a bitch for treating my friends and family like this I wanna cry I feel so ashamed of myself. I can't look at myself anymore all I see is a trash, disgusting monster I can't stand my own body and face I just wished I died in my sleep.. I'm sorry for being a bad friend, I'm sorry for being a bitch, I'm sorry for treating you like this, I'm sorry for ignoring you, I'm sorry for showing how I feel, I'm sorry for not saying happy birthday to you, I'm sorry for not chatting anymore, I'm sorry for not trying, I'm sorry for not responding anymore, and I'm sorry for being a selfish bitch who only cares for herself.. I'm trying...
          

Thanks for greeting me♡
          Have a nice day♡

Look...if your mad at me for what happened last time about the call,i'm really sorry...i blame myself for it.
          Also sure you can be mad at me as long as want,i just wanna make things right between us,since i first me you i thought you would be the best friend i would ever have on my whole life,not knowing you and i would be like this in the end instead and i dont want that.
          I'm also sorry if i made you feel like your misrable,i'm sorry if i hurt you,i'm sorry i caused you pain,i'm sorry if i ignored you when you needed me,i'm sorry for all the wrong things iv'e done too you...
          
          I know you dont want me reasoning out my own thoughts,its fine with me..i will listen to yours instead,i was just really selfish and im sorry for that,sorry for not knowing that you wanted to chat with me for a reason bc you wanted someone to notice you...
          
          
          And i hope you would forgive me..i will wait..how long it takes i will always be here..♡