Soph1e_s4urus3

@Soph1e_s4urus3 
            
            Hiii :D
            
            I completely agree that the job I have is literally like my dream occupation! I only have 2 more weeks left before it ends and I'm honestly really going to miss it. But after that I'll be starting my last year of high school! I know our schooling works differently, but you'll have to let me know if you have any interesting classes! to be completely honest though I'm going to miss school once it's over. 
            
            I do wish my parents had let me figure out some things on my own. Even if it was just being able to say goodbye to him instead of disappearing :,) I still kind of wish I knew what happened, but I have 4+ years of memories with him, and that's going to have to be enough (even though I know we could've made plenty more). 
            
            At this point I'm kind of just letting life figure out its own path. I went to a summer camp for a week (major mood boost) and met some new friends there, so I'm in yet another group chat :,) we'll see if my mom disapproves of this one too. I'm sure she will, but.. such is life. I'm choosing to enjoy things while they last. 
            
            But girl... I can't believe you dislocated your knee twice!! That sounds scary. Somehow I've still managed to have zero health issues (except for multiple examples of stitches in my face... both are long stories but not what I would consider real injuries :D ) 
            
            Keep me updated too! I'm always interested to hear what's going on, and I'm glad to hear you're doing okay! <3

@JustAnydayReader Hello again :D. That camp job genuinely sounds like it was made for you, I’ve always predicted you working with children one day one way or another.
            
            HAPPY LATE BIRTHDAY! I’m sorry that your birthday wasn’t as great as you were hoping it would be, that’s really unfortunate :( if it helps in any way, mine kinda sucked too :,)
            
            I’m so sorry about your situation with the guy, especially if he really cared. I feel like your parents should’ve let you figure it out for yourself, if I’m completely honest. You’re already 18 (if I’m not mistaken?) and experiencing stuff like that, even getting your heart broken by a guy, is a part of growing up.
            
            But I’m glad you’re able to handle it and I’m happy that camp has been helping!
            
            Life has been kinda messy for me too, just some health (I dislocated my knee twice over the past year :,)) and mental health issues, nothing too crazy. I‘m starting my second last school year soon, I might have to lock in. I also have a friend who has been kinda affecting me because he has BPD but it’s nothing I can’t handle.
            
            Keep me updated, appreciate you <3

@Soph1e_s4urus3 
            
            Heyyyy! Update, I got my first job! I'm working as a summer camp counselor now, and it's been really amazing, actually. I'm the youngest on the team, so that definitely leads to some joking, but I really, really enjoy spending time with the kids. 
            
            I also celebrated my birthday yesterday! It wasn't nearly as good of a day as I'd hoped since life's been a little messy lately, but it's still a pretty cool milestone.
            
            Ahhh... as for why life's been messy... I kind of forgot to mention that the guy I ended up dating definitely wasn't someone my parents approved of. They found out I was still talking to him after they'd specifically asked me not to, so I've now been forced to block him. I never even got to say goodbye, which honestly has been one of the hardest parts. Even after I disappeared for a month, he never stopped checking in on me, so I know he cared.
            
            For a while I was hoping I might eventually convince my parents to get to know him a little better, and my mom was willing at first, but then some really serious things happened involving people in that friend group (someone ended up in the hospital...), and after that my parents decided they couldn't support me talking to any of them anymore. So... that's kind of where things are now. 
            
            It's been really sad, but I'm trying to focus on the people who are still here and the things that are going well. Camp has honestly helped a lot. It's like an escape for me. 
            
            ANYWAYYY, enough of my rambling. Give me another few months and I'm sure I'll be fine again. I'm sorry school's been so stressful! Keep me updated too!!

@JustAnydayReader I am also really grateful for you :) I’ve never forgotten the times you’ve helped me when I was struggling and I also am so grateful for everything. Stay strong, you’ve always been.

@Soph1e_s4urus3 I don't know how to express how grateful I am for those words. They mean everything to me, truly. Thank you so much. Thank you for everything, really. I know we aren't nearly as close now but you've always been there for me, and I'm honored to always have your support no matter what's going on. I wish I could repay the favor or tell you how much you've helped me, but, I know I could never. So, a thank you will have to do. But know that it comes from my heart, and I am eternally grateful for you.

@JustAnydayReader Hello, dear. First of all, I’m doing fine :) Thank you for asking. I’m glad you’re better, you deserve it. I get how difficult the fighting can be for you and that the uncertainty must be eating you up. I don’t think there’s any good advice I could give but for you to try staying strong. You’re right, everything is going to work out even if it takes a while. I hope you have lots of fun at your homecoming and just try using the time to get your mind off stuff, just dance and laugh with your friends :) you’re doing wonderful.

@ilovemenwhoarefake I don’t know what types there are but I just know the ones with chocolate so like- they’re good :,)

@Soph1e_s4urus3 ew, I'm sorry. lmao, but rice crispy are nasty they taste like melted cotton candy with butter (idek of that makes sense) 

@ItzVenomcat real T-T 

@Soph1e_s4urus3 nah frfr all the boys in the school too, none of them are hot tho

@ItzVenomcat Like why are all handsome people getting either a mustache or a buzz cut-
            And why did he also cut his hair so short
            But if he wants to ig :,)

Awh, thank youuu :)) I hope you enjoy all the books that you find on this channel!

@stanmarshes SAMEE T~T

@Help_SEND4 OH MY GOD THATS SO REAL :,)

I LOVE HIMMM

@stanmarshes Ngl if someone told me he/she liked me and I’d reject them id try being super understanding and stuff- 
            ISTG men just are the dry-est Texters;-;
            I Hope it works out for you tho and you get over him gurl-
            If there’s any updates- YOU KNOW WHO TO TEXT HEHE

@SophiexNina also everything is back to normal with us we've been talking like we used to in school and we ended up getting seated right next to each other :_) but it ended up working out 

@SophiexNina no it’s not ur fault lol i wanted to tell him rlly bad and my friend was like u should do it so she took my phone and did it for me. all i said was i like u and he told me like three hours later he js wanted to be friends and it wasn’t like he left me on read bc we were talking and then he told me. I never asked if he liked me back which is kinda weird but i assumed he got the memo

That’s a funny story: so basically my e-Mail hadn’t been working for months and I couldn’t make a new one but I wanted to start writing books on wattpad so my friend (she’s a savior) was like: hey girl, you can log into my account an we can share it!
            
            Thank you :))