JustAnydayReader
Hi Sophie, it’s me—Sophia, from that pixel game. I’m so sorry for the late reply. I’ve been overwhelmed, and honestly, I don’t even know where to start.
I lost everyone, and it hurts more than I can explain. I won’t ever stop missing you guys—that, I can promise. But the truth is... it’s my fault. I was acting horribly—swearing, saying gross things, and living in a way I know I shouldn’t. My mom found out, and she was heartbroken. She’s given everything for me. She thought I was respectful, a Christian. But I’d been living like someone we’d both be ashamed of. For a while, it felt like she hated me. It caused a lot of hurt in my family. Things are better now—we’re all figuring out who we are. But the ache hasn’t gone away. I miss them. And I miss you. I never got to explain any of this to the others, but I can tell you. None of this is your fault. I’m so grateful to have known you. I care about you a lot. I wish I could stay, but I can’t. I don’t trust myself yet. And my mom blocked everything on my phone—hence why I’m here. I totally forgot I even had this account, lol. But more than that... I can’t go back to who I was. I wish I hadn’t messed it all up. I wish I could redo everything. But you deserved to know. I don’t want you thinking I left because I was bored or didn’t care—because I do. I really do. I love you. And I’m sorry. I wish I could promise I’ll come back and fix this... but I might not be able to. My mom took away everything—my computer, Xbox, all my apps. And honestly? She was right to. But getting here just to say this wasn’t easy. I’m really going to miss you, bro. I never thought I’d be the one leaving. Somehow, that hurts even more. Maybe the pain will fade. My mom says I’ll forget, but I don’t think I ever will. Not you. I have to go now. I hope this reaches you—it’s the only way I could think of, even if it’s awkward for everyone to see. But I’m desperate.
Anyway… that’s it.
I’ll miss you.
A lot.
Soph1e_s4urus3
@JustAnydayReader I am also really grateful for you :) I’ve never forgotten the times you’ve helped me when I was struggling and I also am so grateful for everything. Stay strong, you’ve always been.
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JustAnydayReader
@Soph1e_s4urus3 I don't know how to express how grateful I am for those words. They mean everything to me, truly. Thank you so much. Thank you for everything, really. I know we aren't nearly as close now but you've always been there for me, and I'm honored to always have your support no matter what's going on. I wish I could repay the favor or tell you how much you've helped me, but, I know I could never. So, a thank you will have to do. But know that it comes from my heart, and I am eternally grateful for you.
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Soph1e_s4urus3
@JustAnydayReader Hello, dear. First of all, I’m doing fine :) Thank you for asking. I’m glad you’re better, you deserve it. I get how difficult the fighting can be for you and that the uncertainty must be eating you up. I don’t think there’s any good advice I could give but for you to try staying strong. You’re right, everything is going to work out even if it takes a while. I hope you have lots of fun at your homecoming and just try using the time to get your mind off stuff, just dance and laugh with your friends :) you’re doing wonderful.
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