Life sucks yes i know but sometimes that's how good things start i mean if i didn't have mental illnesses i wouldn't of been able to travel and see knew places and i wouldn't have met the people i know today . So don't let others put you down ,stand up for yourself if no body else will .
If you think you can't do something don't throw that something away try again whether it's in a month or a week heck even if its in a couple days just give yourself a breather and start again. Life isn't something you can throw away yeah life isn't infinite but that's what makes it more precious so don't throw it away , make the most out of it because one day it'll be gone and who knows maybe just maybe you'll start life all over again in a new body and a new place so just don't waste life on drugs,alcohol and smoking doing things like that is just making your life on earth shorter .
I lost my grandmother to mixed chemicals she used herbal medicine and modern medicine at the same time which caused her heart to give up and i lost my nan to cancers and not just one multiple so please don't think life is just something you can throw away or forget because it's not . Even though it's been six years since i lost my nan it's been 15 years since i lost my grandmother and to this day i still miss them so please not many people have a second chance to life so take my advice don't waste it on things like alcohol and drugs let alone smoking because one day that's all gonna turn on you and you can't take it back. Those things might seem like its taking away stress but really it's just taking your life little by little until there is no more to take.