Mood:
I woke up, seeing all the texts I've gotten from my best friend, I felt guilty that I wasn't awake to text her back. I texted her back but it was too late as she was already in school. I didn't go to school, my mother had a shooting for a cooking contest. I was grateful for that, I went downstairs. I didn't do much other than stare at my Tv screen and eat, My heartached because of yesterday and the junk I let put inside my system. I blinked blankly at the tv, while eating more junk. My sister comes down, "why do u seem so lifeless?" she questions. I stare at her then stare back at the tv, she was creeped out. Every thing that was sharp shined to me, until I shook my head. The guy I ordered for food arrived, I walked out to get the bag from him, I accidentally scratched his hand with my sharp nails. I apologized about two times until he reassured me it was fine because it was an accident. Seems like I hurt everybody in my life, the flashbacks of yesterday went on my mind repeatingly. I shook my head and remembered my family and friends, I smiled but it didn't stop me from being a fat ass :) I love you all who care abt me - Sophia