Forgive me for ranting....
It pains me to see my family in need and I can't even help them at all as a seventeen year old. Things are tough and even helping feels like it's not enough.
Sometimes, I just wish to have someone to talk to about it. But it feels like I'm wasting their time which I am. I don't know... Writing is my passion to me but if you look at my profile, I have no work there because of my stupid addiction to deleting things cause it's not good enough. Maybe one day, I won't be like that... things just feel wrong right now, guys and I hate to face it on my own.
I need help and I'm afraid to say it especially with my writing because the people I hope to help me and look up to as mentors may not care and it's not like I haven't tried.