Nur Zahrah Sofea

I'll try eyelids close to in bed sleep

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I'm still alive! I made another new layout for edits ajsbbdheb this one is mapicc, the other was spok, notice how mapicc name is at the bottom and spoke is at the top?? They're the other halves of each other jdjsjsjajjsjsjzbbb oh waint you don't see it ehhh I'll gte it later

Wait this isn't Pinterest

It's 2 am I wanna aggressively make out with ginger from dw until she becomes soggy

Idek why I'm doing this but doing it anyways since I have nothing to do. 
          https://c.org/SvKWcp7Bn4

Why did I just read midnight remembering as Minecraft remembering, do I wanna play Minecraft rn or something

Fun fact: I have no script, I just have an idea, I don't write it down, idea is in mind for a long time, I write, I let the wind take me, instantly making ideas most of the time and I choose between ideas, and then I publish that's it :P
          Sometimes it feels weak to me but I dont care at all bc I'm lazy

New story, but isn't really a story it's one where I express my fear and talk about what I fear today in that discord server. I've talked about the discord server before, where the owner was accused of problematic stories of wemmbu and boosfer, but I can't get that proof now BC that's in the old server, it was reset into doomsday smp, now back to unstable economy, but that message can't ever be restored now. 

I'm slowly going back to boundary breaking I hate it i hate it, it ruins my ears, my eyes, my head, my mind, my voice, my brain, my throat, my thoughts, it's ruining me, it's ruining my heart, they have boundaries, it guilts me everytime I boundary break even a single slight implication, it ruins me, it guilts me, I want it to stop why can't I stop. pls pls have I done it so much to the point Im addicted and can't stop? please make me stop it ruins me, it ruins me, it ruins me, I want to stop, stop. 
          Mercy.