Hi, loves.
I know, I know. I haven't been publishing for a long time now. I'm so so sorry to those of you who had been expecting and waiting. I should have said something earlier, but I didn't know it would take this long. I'm going to rant, so if you don't want to hear (or read) this, you can just skip to the last paragraph
I'm here to admit a few things. I want to be honest with you guys, and not run away anymore. It was so irresponsible of me to just leave this book hanging, and I'm really surprised to see how well it is doing despite the lack of updates. Thank you all so much for this.
Truthfully, my depression had been getting worse as many unexpected things had been happening (which I don't wish to go into detail). The episodes were getting frequent and I couldn't really talk to anyone about it, nor do I wish to. The last time I did, it didn't turn out so well, and ended in betrayals so...
It took me a lot to put this out here, but I realised I don't want sympathy. I'm here to take responsibility for my work. I'm sure not many of you would see this, but that's okay.
I'm not here to promise anything. I matured a lot (personally) and there has been some changes in my life. I don't really play ml anymore, but I could still continue the book regardless, but I'm not sure if I could do it. Part of me really wants to do this, part of me thinks I'm incapable and not good enough. I don't want to disappoint you further.
I love every single one of you for sticking around, feel free to unfollow if you want. No promises, but I will try my best to continue the book. I miss you guys so so much. Lots of love
