5'6 / Dating:;: Mattheiu Ledgerwood :;: Since:;: November 2, 2017.

Likes: Horror Movies, Quotes, Poems, Sleeping, Music, Panic! At The Disco, My Chemical Romance, Get Scared, Punk Goes Pop, JamesTown Story, The Ready Set, Nightcore, Video Games, Reading, Writing, Dark Themes.

Dislikes: Homophobics, Eating, Dreaming, Loneliness, People Who Are To Happy.

Published: Insanity Is Hard

Coming Soon: The Last Christmas.

Here in this world where no one cares.
I seem to be replaying the days without a Word.
No one realizes the emptiness that I bare.
But I draw people near, without even trying, me being a worm and them, a bird.
I try to be happy, only for their sake.
But more then once I've found myself slipping through memories.
Losing my grip in the grey, like drowning in a lake.
That pulls you deeper as you watch everyone else breath.
You have come to me, for what reason I don't know.
Maybe you'll see what lies beneath the surface of emotions, Welcome, to my forever home.

Hello. I'm Soulless Poet, I hope you enjoy your stay some may not...so while your here, make the most because WHAT YOU TAKE FOR GRANTED...SOME PEOPLE ARE PRAYING FOR. Let that sink in? You feel Guilt? Anger at yourself? Sadness? I feel that way for a long time until it ebbs away and then I feel nothing. Having Depression makes you Not Care but having Anxiety makes you Care To Much. Having both, like me...Well, Lets just say its like having 2 people who argue at you. Kinda like a Living Hell within your mind! Well, I think I've been here to long...not like it really matters. I guess I'll see you, maybe not, who knows? Just...two last things. A warning.

Don't TRUST to much.
Don't LOVE to much
Don't THINK to much.
Because that TO MUCH will literally HURT you SO MUCH.

Some people, like me, don't build up their walls to keep people out, but to SEE who CARES enough to BREAK them down.

-------------- SoullessPoet...
  • Duncanville, Alabama.
  • JoinedNovember 12, 2017

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Depression, Social Anxiety...its all here. Welcome to Hell.