Soulsctive

What is up with wattpad it keeps changing my book back to its old title tf

Soulsctive

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Hello, I haven't updated any in at least 5 months, (i think I've honestly lost track of time) ever since 2022 started (and a month before) has been fucking me, my life, my mental health, and my physical health harder than any dead dove con I've ever read on AO3. A lot of shit has happened, my grandma died, my friend killed themselves, I've relapsed and it's gotten worse, and my relationship had gotten rocky, honestly everything is rocky, even my writing in this fanfic is terrible, at this point I'm honestly just trying to live by day by day, and i think this fanfic will be on hiatus for a very long time, I think I'll need time to recollect myself and my thoughts before i could even Finnish the next chapter, ill be honest, I'm tired, I'm exhausted, both mentally and emotionally, I've been venting so much but I've been keeping so much more hidden. I've been shoving down everything. I feel so selfish for not being grateful for the things I have in life. At least I have a home to live under, some people sleep on the streets. At least I have people to feed me, other kids work for their food. I'm such an ungrateful person. I don't even know what to do anymore, I've had no motivation to do anything, everything I do feels so forced and it feels like I'm using up all my energy. I'm trying so, so fucking damn hard, yet I've been doing so little, why the fuck am I even depressed? Other people have so much more t be depressed about but here I am sulking in self-pity. I'm pathetic. And I keep dragging everyone down my spiral of misery I hate it. I'm sorry for making whoever is waiting for the next chapter wait ill try my best to speed up the process <33

SpartaofGreece

@HaydenVox So sorry for the late message, but I truly hope things will improve for the better! I completely resonate and share that feeling and have felt the same way before. Trust me from someone who has endured a similar situation mentally, please hang in there it's only a temporary phase. You're an amazing writer, and a wonderful person, don't ever forget it! Please take care, and remember to take breaks for however long you need to! We're also here to talk and support you if you need to confide and express your feelings! 
            
            Be safe and sincerest of blessings your way!
            -Sparta
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Starlight_Everest

Bestie, you and I are a whole entire mood.
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Soulsctive

i need help

Soulsctive

@Starlight_Everest  i really do HAHA
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Starlight_Everest

@HaydenVox b¡tch, you know you need a therapist-
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SpartaofGreece

@HaydenVox Glad to help out! It's always great to help out other community members in their times of need :). I wouldn't call myself wise though lol.
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