sometimes i wonder if i’m aroace, or at the least, on the spectrum.
i get uncomfortable whenever people like, talk about romance and whatnot, as well as…intimate, stuff. i never had an actual crush, the only “crush” i had was because i was sorta peer-pressured to tell my friends who i “liked”. but now i realize i just wanted to be friends with them.
i get a bit confused, though, because i still feel romantic attraction, i think. and sometimes “intimate” attraction, although it was just in fiction writings and never in real life.
i don’t really know…maybe i’m just sorta overthinking it or whatnot.
