Soxs ʕ⁠·⁠ᴥ⁠·⁠ʔ

hey its harper
          idk if im gonna come back to wp and whatever and theres like no way im going back to insta with the laws about under 16s and social media and whatever and i dont want to get in trouble again but i might be on tumblr some time so ill try to find you on there
          i really miss you and everyone else
          happy late birthday btw
          yeah idk i exist
          if i ever do come back to wp itll probably be on this account so yeah.
          yeah thats it i guess bye

Heyyy it's me your local rat remember to drink water put on your shoes and step on those WACKY haters!!!!
           
          I don't know what came over me... I... I'm morphing into 
          ....
          
          A TERRIBLE MONSTER 
          
          RAHHHHH
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          OH FUCK THE TABLE 
          
          MY TEA IS EVERYWHERE!
          
          Well maybe you should have put a LID on your STUPID tea!!!!
          
          WELL MAYBE YOU SHOULD EAT A PUMPKIN AND CHOKE ON IT YOU IGNORANT TEA SPILLING BOSTON  TEA PARTY FART LOOKING HOOLIGAN! 
          
          *GASP*  A HOOLIGAN!??!!? DO I LOOK LIKE A HOOLIGAN TO YOU? I CAN'T BELIEVE THE AMOUNT DISRESPECT YOU SPEAK FROM YOU PATHETIC PRUNE SMACKING DRIER THAN DRY ICE LIPS
          HAVE YOU EVEN HEARD OF CHAPSTICK
          
          ITS NOT MY FAULT I KEEP LOSING IT 
          
          *LOUD THUD FROM THE SEWERS*
          
          *even more dramatic gasp* THE RAT PEOPLE QUICK CONCEAL YOUR HUMAN FLESH!!!

I love your new pfp and background  (sorry abt your mom being a bitch (if I can say that abt her) )

I'm about to have a crash out why can't I find where you responded to me

RANT
          
          I don't want Christmas
          
          My mom ruins it every fucking year and her shitty family is pretty fucking terrible to I'm so so so sick of it I can't do it man. I'm going to end up actually losing my mind and I can't handle it I can't do it I'm so so so sick of thinking that maybe this year will be better, different. But last year she knocked down the Christmas tree and broke some of my monster high dolls which are basically my favorite things I own and she's so stressed during this time of year and she makes everyone miserable and I can't take it anymore I'm so close to breaking down sobbing right now 

HI DO YOU REMEMBER ME IT'S XXAMPHIBIANERDXX :D

Rant time because I'm back
          
          My mom said some really triggering shit to me and acted like I wasn't begging her to stop and after I started sobbing about my dad poked me in the ass with a stick and I feel really useless and terrible and freaky just for having feelings so much so that I started to resort to lams to calm myself down
          And both my parents keep saying really unnecessary comments on my body and it's making me want to crawl out of my skin and die
          So yeah 
          Oh and I have a crush on a straight boy
          .... Because of course I do
          
          :(
          
          And I miss my kitty that passed away a long time ago 

It's my birthday <3 idk I'm barely on here anymore miss you guys 

UPDATE ON THE FAMILY MEMBERS BEING IN THE HOSPITAL THING 
          My one extended family member that has alzheimer's and I feel like I lost him a long time ago but he's in hospice and yeah I don't know how to feel about that
          
          My aunt who takes care of him is probably in really bad shape and I feel awful for her
          
          
          My mom got out of the hospital today it was just a one night thing 
          
          
          My pap has been in and out of hospitals and care facilities since August and it's been really rough he just got really bad recently again and is getting better? I don't know anymore man

The way two out of four of my main family members is in the hospital