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Hii sorry it's been so long love you guys

New lams chapter btw!!!

Tw: implied gender dysphoria/body dysmorphia, parental issues, impending doom, (fake) death, 
          
          My mom called my haircut (that I did myself) ugly and then when I started getting upset about it she said "Oh no it's just lighting you know I can't see." And then I started sobbing and she's trying to apologize to me. (I know most of you are queer or like have common sense but I'm still gonna say this because it's important.) Don't you EVER come after a trans person (or really anyone) about their hair. That's such a shitty thing to do. You can be gentle about the criticism but don't treat them like they're ugly because of it. I ran into my room sobbing and then I had really horrible visions of me crying over my crush's lifeless body. (They're alive btw) And then I really couldn't stop crying and I don't know why that came into my brain. I had a dream about them and a few weeks later I remembered it wrong and their face was decaying in the false memory. And I'm not sure what's up. I'm really freaked out. 
           Sorry just wanted to see if anyone could help with the weird visions of them dying.

OMG 300 FOLLOWERS!!?!!!! crazy I wonder how long that's gonna last

Writing Lams while listening to Heywood Banks is a beautiful thing ʕ⁠ ⁠ꈍ⁠ᴥ⁠ꈍ⁠ʔ

DO YOU HAVE ANY BEANS- me to my father being hungry after eating 12 pierogies and a cup of Nutella breadsticks

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          I have no idea if any of yall like lams anymore or wanna read some
          Regardless
          Heres the new fix
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Technically I should publish my book today but I'm so scared :///

I've been obsessing over  Lestat all morning the way I usually do with Dallas
          
           and I wanna get a ring/s 
          
          (like I did with Dallas's jewelry that I never take off)
          
           that he wears in the show but I can't find any good images of it to know what they/it looks like and they don't really close up on it in good lighting in the show :(

Okay yeah I might have to publish it tomorrow instead :/