Emily Grace

PSA: So a couple weeks I got diagnosed with cancer (it won't kill me -hopefully) and that's how my life has been going. :((((

PSA: I just got out of the hospital from after having major surgery and I want to die. I had a tumor removed the size of a grape fruit and sack of blood drained from behind my bladder. The tumor is so rare they had to send it off to a lab a couple states away because there's only been 3 reported cases of it before. So basically,  I want to die. 

Another PSA: Still alive but depressed as fuck. I might update soon, depends on I feel tho. 
          -Emily|

Yes, hello I'm still alive. 
          THIS IS A PSA

CAN YOU HEAR
          MY HEARTBEAT
          TIRED OF FEELING
          NEVER ENOUGH
          I CLOSE MY EYES
          AND TELL MYSLEF THAT MY DREAMS WILL COME TRUE
          
          THEY'LL BE NO MORE DARKNESS IF YOU BELIEVE IN
          YOURSELF YOU ARE UNSTOPPABLE
          WHERE YOUR DESTINY LIES
          DANCING ON THE BLADES
          YOU SET MY HEART ON FIRE
          
          CAN'T STOP US NOW
          THE MOMENT OF TRUTH
          WE WERE BORN TO SHIP VICTUURI
          
          WE'LL MAKE IT HAPPEN
          WE'LL TURN IT AROUND
          YES WE WERE BORN TO SHIP VICTUURI

Have you read saving solace. If not you should it is absolutely amazing and there is heaps of solanigo. You should check it out if you haven't already. 

Actually I lied again. I would totally update if I had my phone because I got grounded, so I don't know when I'll be able to update. Sorry ~ Emily 

FUCK! I said I was going to update and I never did. I PROMISE THIS TIME. I SWEAR 

I PROMISE TO UPDATE AFTER LACROSSE PRACTICE TONIGHT!!!! 

I'm literally dying