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So, apparently Mexicans are very very energy aware like due to our culture and all.
And after watching Eddie VR's video (go check hin out) and him describing what it feels like to go to a place where many have died and the energy immediately changing.....
Shit man, I've felt that
For context, back in April I went to the Dachau concentration camp in Germany and shit was normal and all, until we got to the gas Chambers.
Shit bro I can't even write this without crying.
Inmediatly when I set foot in that place I felt horrible. Just so horrible because I FELT how many people had died there. I felt myself stepping on dead bodies and I was scared shitless. I felt the horror of being in that place, the horror that so many others had felt. When you looked to the sides, you saw scratch marks of people trying to escape and I cried I cried so much. Why? Because I started feeling despair, fear, sadness, the despair of loosing a loved one, anger, the feeling of loosing all hope, the feeling to escape. All at once.
Later I made a piece based on the event called "stepping on broken bodies and shattered hopes"
To this day, I haven't finished the piece because of the despair I inmediatly feel when I even THINK about it.
Point is, I think I was feeling everything that had been felt there and it's just so fucking horrible. I never want to experience that again and I never want anyone to experience it.