It has been 8 months since my ex broke up with me. Honestly, I'm still heartbroken. He lives down the street from me now which would have been convenient when we were still together but now it just makes me sad. I really miss him. He was my best friend and I wish I could be around him but its better for him if we aren't. But I still have his diploma. I'm thinking of telling him I have it to see him again, and see how he's doing. I was too harsh after we broke up. Rightfully stern, but a little too harsh I think. I'm lonely and I miss him and I honestly dont know what the hell I'm doing.
Why is love so hard?