Sparky1000

Omg same name but mine is spelled yecenia. Im in 8th too. But we dont have the same bday i turn 14 in two days.....but whatever i just got excited for a min sooo just ignore this

Everyday I cry myself to sleep. I don't fall asleep till 5 am. I just think. The only thing that keeps me calm is his music. Nothing else has helped me. People just don't understand me I guess. They really don't know me

To me he isn't just some artist who just makes music. To me he is real. He really does care about his fans. The lyrics of each song helps someone. Everyone I know just always trash him asking me why I like him. He is different. Even though I will never meet him, I feel like he understands me 

I know it is just a stupid dream but I just wanna tell him everything that has happened to me and how much he had helped me. I know it will never happened but I just hope one day he finds out 

Everyday I dream of meeting Shawn mendes. The person who stopped me from ending it. I know people say these things but I actually mean it. I wouldn't be alive today at this very second if it wasn't for him. If he never existed, I would have not either. So much has happened to me that he was my friend. I will never meet him but I just hope that he knows how much he means to me 

Is it bad to like some one so much that they are on your mind 24/7. That is me about my crush all day everyday 

People think just because I wear my friend's hat that I like him. Like no, I have known him for 8 years and we are just good friends that is all

I am SO sorry I haven't updated Time Goes by in a while. I will try to update as soon as possible❤️

When U have a crush and can't get them off your mind... Is me right now 

Hello ♥ Thanks for taking the time out of your busy schedule to read my poems! I'm kinda new here so every vote means so much to me. Anyways, Feel free to message me anytime. ♥ You're Awesome. ♥