I hope she doesn’t because you don’t deserve an apology at all, you aren’t mature, you don’t act your age, and you don’t communicate well at all. You get mad easily, you can’t control your temperament at all. What kind of adult are you?
She was pushy because she needed to know if you were able to even place the deposit, she’s booked and she was considerate enough to try to put you in her schedule. I hope she didn’t apologize at all and has better clients she can help with their projects, unlike you.
Your fanfics sucks, they’re HORRIBLY paced, and the way you write is horrendous. You can’t write POC at all, NO ONE is speaking like that. And if you say it’s fictional, YES it is, but so horribly represented from your writing. Your art is objectively bad, stick to using picrew. It’s embarrassing