Sparsh_198

I named my characters of my next book Ivy and Willow guess what.. they are songs on Taylor's new album.. I just got goosebumps.. like what

Sparsh_198

Hey there! 
          
          So, I just decided to pop up and endure you all that I am alive, just a little busy. 
          
          I hope you had a great decade, ah.. I am a bit too late to the party so yeah I won't be starting with a happy new year. 
          
          I would be honest with you guys and say that I kind of forgot about this feature of Wattpad, I am strange, I know. 
          
          Today, I kind of felt like needed to say something on Wattpad even though not many people actually follow me. Hehe 
          
          I am writing a book and it is teen fiction. 
          
          I don't know if it is worthwhile or not but I am really enjoying the process of writing it, it's a bit slow because of my super hectic schedule. I don't know when I will upload it but yeah.. That was kind of my update 
          
          ~Faresa 
          
          P.s. I miss this platform so much but lately, there have been so many new updates that I feel like I don't recognise it anymore

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@Sparsh_198 *ensure........ A typo.. A freaking typo.. Surely I am studying English
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Sparsh_198

Hi there, 
          
          This year, a dream of mine came true and I was selected to study M.A. English in one of the most prestigious colleges in the city. I have been wanting to get into that college for a long while and my perseverance finally paid off. 
          
          I have been of a science student for the most part of my student life now I have shifted to English which I am very passionate about. I am actually happy now. 
          
          These months while learning more about the language I felt like what I have written was not good enough to share with the world. All those words I know weren't articulated the way that would look the most beautiful. 
          
          My characters were obnoxious and came off as if they weren't well developed. I feel like they were not. I worked on them for a long time but I wasn't satisfied at all. 
          
          The world I had created was a mess that no one could save unless I write the whole thing again and because of this, I felt extremely unmotivated. 
          
          I remember being so excited when I got the idea for The Unladylike Princess and now I only feel sad when I see that book. 
          
          I don't relate to my own characters. If I can't relate to them then no one will ever be able to relate to them..
          
          I used to feel like I knew how to 'write' but now I know I need to learn so much. 
          
          I unpublished The Unladylike Princess and the other book as well because I felt like they don't deserve to be read. 
          
          If someone stumbles on my profile I want them to read quality books written by a girl who is passionate about writing and not something that is any less. 
          
          I kept Life Simply Beautiful because it is the first book I ever wrote, I am proud of it even if it reminds me of my embarrassing teenage self. 
          
          
          I don't know when I will post. It's just hard but I want to do this in order to analyse myself and improve. 
          
          I apologize to everyone who was reading my books. 
          
          ~Faresa