so i mean ive changed...fuck it i dont really care...things change...families continue falling apart...bodies hurt...people hurt themselves...moods swing...problems occur...parents pressure you...you want to fucking kill people i dont know...whatever your problem...i dont really care anymore bc ive got more problems than I can handle on my own so if youre going to try to talk to me dont because theres only one fucking person who even is allowed to anymore if i dont know you dont message me looking for a friend im a monster im a demon i hurt i cut i break i dont care how much you can do to try to stop that ive cut myself almost 50 times and i have to hide it everyday behind sleeves and a smile that is entirely fake because I dont give a shit anymore about almost anything dont read my bio or maybe do because its a fucking paragraph whatever do what the fuck you want to jesus i dont care its your life not mine not the hell that is mine of torturing pain and pressure and stress and problems and everyone looking down on you and judgement and peoples shit breaking you down no matter what you fucking try to do and i cant live like this anymore Im going to fucking break because of this no one can save me but one person who im leaving anonymous because thats my fucking business not yours ok jesus i dont even care anymore call me emo ill fucking end you no fucking stopping i dont care about your opinions or anything anymore im just done i tried helping you people but that went to shit i tried helping my friends and then shit happened with that i try helping myself and fucking fall the fuck apart so fuck me and all i even try i might just delete the only thing i ever fucking wrote on here and that was to help people not hurt or judge or anything like that but i dont even fucking care anymore i need someone to talk to and i cant deal with the fact that my parents are so overbearing and controlling and i just dont fucking want to live in my family anymore good fucking bye to all