Well during the years I really didn't feel comfortable in my own body and I didn't like the things girls liked like a big chest long hair and I hated what I had down there. I feel a lot more comfortable being called a boy and Id feel more comfortable with a boys body type and genitalia. You don't have to go as far as I want to go, you can dress as girly as you want and just want to be called a boy, everyone has a personal definition on their trans identity