SpiderDeer
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Hello, it’s me uh SpiderDeer. You’ve most likely completely forgotten about me or thought I died.
I have an - announcement. I noticed a while ago interaction for my works wasn’t really getting all that better and constant school/life issues made it hard to handle a social media account. I wasn’t *ready* to handle a social media account. To update and check in on something like that so frequently.
I wanted to put my work out there and express myself. That’s kinda the point, right? As life progressed for me and I had less time to focus on something like Wattpad my account started to significantly age. I would post something small and then go inactive for months.
I felt obligated to write and publish works for the small audience I had. And when I didn’t I could feel myself slipping away from the “glory days” of this account and all the followers felt empty.
This account was like a ball with a chain wrapped around my leg. A burden I forced myself to deal with to try to live out a life my younger, *naive* self wanted to live.
In all honesty, I’ve grown to hate this account. I don’t like knowing the whole world still has access to my works and the stupid stuff my younger self said. Reading my own work is something I want me and me only to have the ability to do. Not some randoms on the internet to see and judge my current self on some past shit.
So, in short? This account is dead. It was on life support but it is finally time I pulled the plug. I will be unpublishing all my old work. I won’t delete this account or unfollow those it’s following. If I decide to, I will make new account and COMPLETELY rebrand myself. This is mostly the very last time I will ever be active on this account.
Thank you to everyone who stuck around but those days are gone, it’s time I’ve acknowledged it.
Goodbye.
