I know it's been a very long time. I wanna let you know that I haven't died or anything. I've been suffering a bit lately and haven't been able to make myself write anything, but I swear I'm gonna get back to it as soon as possible. Stay safe, guys. I appreciate you all.
We ask questions to be answered, not to be judged. You should never respond to a question with anything other than an answer. Just because you know something that someone else doesn't, it doesn't make the other an idiot. We all need to be educated sometimes, so educate us, don't judge us.
holy shit. I just looked back on a conversation I had with someone back in 2022, and I was the most parasocial son of a bitch. I really hope the person I talked to doesn't think I'm completely insane lol, judging by their reply they don't, but I still feel so bad
"I've created a monster inside of my head
It's eating me alive
I've created the demons I once believed in
To get me through the night
Facing every fear till my blood's cold
Bigger than the ghosts that haunt my hoped
I'm not scared any longer
I'm stronger than my monsters"
(My Monsters by New Years Day)